Summer time is here and so is the results for the year... my gosh... i had thought that i could at least get a B+ for my practical and apparently not... It's okay, i don't really mind getting a B... Its better than nothing right. So summer is here and so is part-time jobs. Got a suck-ish job in Novena Professor Brawn's Cafe which pays me like $5/hr... like what the hell!! so low... i should return to Resort World since they pay $6-$7/hr.... Although i have to deal with weird 30+ year old guys and their sense of humor, then again why should that stop me from making more than $70 a day...

Last Semester, what do i think about the whole 6 months.... Firstly, suck-ish friends became even more suck-ish ( no need to mention cos its pointless). Secondly, amazing friends became awesome friends!! which i enjoy every second of their company. Thirdly, still as fat as ever, can't really stay off the chocolates and candy you know. They are just too delightful to stay away from. Although I AM CUTTING DOWN THE AMOUNTS, and i really mean it.... just a bite or two or three a day...hahah... soon it became a bar a day and did not realize it till its gone...hehe.... Forth, never ever team up with people who are damn lazy, annoying, and gives non-constructive ideas. Had enough of them so they are on my black list forever! So Major Project which is the most important one in my whole poly life so please stay away from me! Cause i have already booked my partners. Hehe... Fifth, members who were helping so much, thank you so much and without you i think i won't have achieve my results.

I guess that is about all of it in the last semester. Some people have been a pain in the ass but some have been really helpful and kind. I guess everyone had those days right, even me... I know i can be very blunt and annoying and irritating and urghsome sometimes and so sorry to those that deserve my apologies. You've got to understand the nature of a women who has mood swings....hahah... excuses.... Okay okay... i apologies if i ever stepped on a toe or cross over the line... Pull me back in the future if i ever am like that again okays.

Had a few NIGHT-mares and embarrassing moments..... let's re-cap....

Cycling at Pulau Ubin was a total Nightmare!.... NEVER will i EVER do it AGAIN!!!

Clubbing with the girls and a guy at Zouk was a huge NIGHTMARE!!!!... again NEVER will i EVER do it AGAIN!!!

Eating at Pulau Ubin was a total enjoyment!... DEFINITELY will i AGREE do it AGAIN!!!

Drinking and playing games at Zouk with the girls and a guy was a huge enjoyment!... again DEFINITELY will i AGREE do it AGAIN!!!

That should sum it all up... so people don't ever try asking me to go running or cycling or jogging or swimming with you cos it is futile... no point... the answer is still "No thank you!" (smiles)


Simply Sugarlicious
Aini



School has been really tiring these days, 8-6pm of non-stop standing and walking and cooking has really taken a lot of my youth away... Feeling like an old women now cause I get tired easily and young people are not suppose to get tired easily... However I really enjoyed cooking in Asian Practicum... Chef Michael 's cooking is really nice and tasty... From the basic veggies to the thousand spice chicken, to small detailed dim sums... Chef Michael is really good at what he does best. I really want to learn as much things from him as I can.

This week I was a little pissed off at a certain someone. Well, let's say that certain someone has gone really overboard with things. Not only does that certain someone not realise that he/she is at fault but blames it on the opposite party. That certain someone should really reflect on him/herself... I don't pretend to be someone's friend, if I am your friend, I AM YOUR FRIEND! If I talk to you but act a little cold to you then it means you have a second chance; if you use it well. But since you said a certain thing, then oops that chance is gone...

I must say, as angry as I can get, I still pity that certain someone cause I believe that everyone has a second chance. I have been there and been through a whole lot of bitchy and scary stuff, at first I thought of them as bitches and sluts, but when I understood how they felt, everything was cleared and we're friends again. Sometimes no matter how much you thing your right, it's not! There is always an amount of fault in you, if not why are they mad at you for? People don't get angry for no reason you know... At times like this, its always best to take a deep breath, a step back and think about it. Ask someone why this is happening, usually another person who is not involve in the matter... Once you understand the situation, you will understand everything. This is when observer's say that you've mature into an adult. Me however, am still half way there...

Hmm, about love, there isn't the right one yet... Although I started to appreciate this guy. When I was kinda in a tough situation, he gave me support and said that he will protect me and will always be there for me... Sooo Sweet!! hehe... Its nice to share problems with people, especially if they listen well and give you support and advice. Kinda feeling it...HEHE...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

ps Chef Niko emailed me!! woohoo!! I got Chef Shin email as well!!




Feeling really depress right now... ever felt the the pain of your heart being trampled on, well that's how I feel right now.

Found out that the world is pretending to be nice to me, took my trust for granted, hide away secrets from me, thinking that I am foolish enough to be made a fool of. People used to just used me and chucked me aside, or avoided me because I was too harsh. I re-gained my courage and changed my ways, got rid of my nasty lips, and started a new. I gave a shot and they were nice, so I reciprocated their kindness. I treated everyone with kindness, tired not to offend anyone around me, tried to avoid at any cost a reason for them to hate me but apparently being nice doesn't help at all. Some thought that I was trying hard to get in the good books, some took me for granted, some stepped on my head, some made me into a joke, and worst of all; some pretended to be my friend so that they can betray me at the end. Never felt so depressed before. Maybe its my fault that I made myself seem like a target for people, but do they not have any conscience? Do they not feel the guilt of having to hurt someone you know for so long, the guilt to know that that person had trusted you all the time, never once doubted you, she shuts away all kinds of suspicion from herself and from the people around her about you. Ever thought about that? I guess not right. Now do you understand the feeling of your heart being trampled on? that's almost similar.

Zul told me that its time i stood up for myself, he said that compared to the old me, I have really mellowed down a lot now, but its hurting me instead. I am sorry for those who agree with me, I promise that I would get better and to those that hates me or took advantage of me, I feel sorry for you because right now, the old Aini is coming back and she is worst than before. Old Aini was blunt, New version of Aini is blunt bitchy and nasty. I've trained hard and will train harder.
(if your conscience is clear then its not about you =D)

If your nice to me, I might be nice to you. So what ever makes you happy.


Life's a bitch and so am I
Aini

Woohoo.... today was super fun and as expected tiring.... when out with aikido members for our festive hari raya outing... Everyone dressed in their festive cloths except leslie... hahah... Eunice came along as well with us... we went to like... 4 houses only... that's a lot huh?...haahaa...

Ouh, i cooked mee siam which everyone finished it all... thank you!! glad you all enjoyed my mum's cooking.... technically, she cooked, me helped... because she won't let me touch anything if she cooks... so i kinda just fry the noodles and add things to the soup... she sort of blend the stuff and tells me to add things...hahah... woke up super early to cook everything... very tired...

Hammy's mum chocolate moist cake was SUPER! delicious and scrumptious!! I ate like 4 pieces of it! Sure to put on weight i tell you!... this ain't good for the body but good for the soul...hahah.... if i get the chance to learn it from her, or eat it once more... i sure will!! hahah....

Reached home like 10plus... i think... so tired but had to clean before bed... mummy and daddy and aina are very angry because mum's kitchen was messy, dad's just angry, aina never got to invite her friends over (that's because she never cleans or cook something for her friends...expect my mum and me to do everything....)... so in aikido language, we say THAT'S LIFE!.... and leslie.... Life's a bitch, embrace it!!

okies... sure to blog soon... if i don't die tomorrow... hehe

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini


Last week was a very busy week because of the F1 job thingy... so kinda had no time to blogged, even if i had the time, i won't even thought of blogging...hahah.... okies... Chef Gary called me a few weeks before and told me that if i wanted to join the F1 catering event. So i took the job and it was the best decision i ever made...hahah.... Eunice and Zi Zhao was in too and a whole lot of the J2 people ( Andy, Yvonne, Ching Ming, Kwang Hui, Lewis, etc...)

Anyways, got to work with 3 chefs from France... they are protege of Joel Robuchon... Apparently he is on of chef khoo's idol...hahah.... Anyways, they 3 chefs are, Chef Axel, Chef Nikos, and Chef Shin... omg they are so handsome and good at their job.... Everyone was so crazy over them (especially the girls from the catering company...LOL).... the most disappointing thing was that i totally screw up on the first day.... Firstly i gave myself a deep cut in my finger which won't stop bleeding.... then i screw up the choux pastry recipe.... then got scolded by chefs.... it was kinda demoralizing... but second day was better because my darling Eunice was there with me in baking... so less screw ups.... i dunno.... maybe with her around i feel less nervous....hahah....
okie, the week was fun and tiring.... exhausting.... excruciatingly painful.... scary encounters with the chefs.... seeing the evil side of chefs... unveiling of the dark working life.... but overall enjoyable...heheh

The week was not bad.... came back home and rested for a day before all my friends started to ask me out...hahah... they apparently lost all form of contact with me for a whole week....hahah.... so went out with the girls, chatted on the phone for hours, went out with leslie and wei kang but Eunice was busy so she could not come....then spent time with family ( which was bad because they made me do a week worth of house chores which i had missed apparently...) and of course my Aikido members.... Really missed them....

Ouh, grading is coming and please wish me luck.... there is free exercise which means you can do anything to your opponent when he is trying to attack you... OMG!! I have slow reflexes and I am sure not to do well in that...so wish me luck...sobx....

So.....
I will try to blog soon...hehe.....
Aini


Okie, i know it's been like ages, ages, ages since i blogged.....hahah.... too lazy....hehe.... i guess you all want to kill me right now.... let's recap what happen....hehe
1) school same as usual...
2) Leslie gave me a new nickname.... (Lazy Zombie)-_-lll
3) I am now a blue belt aikido member
4) Leslie told everyone that i was hentai....(NOT TRUE!!!)
5) Eunice got a BF and broke up... (feel sad for her, but she's happie, so i'm happie)
6) Jeffrey is in love with an idol...
7) Wei kang is as lame as ever! (LOL, JOKING!)
8) Zhi Zhao is my dear dear in class....hahah... (for fun)
9) Everyone is still bullys me....hahah..... (leslie, jeffrey, wei kand, khairul and even eunice...sobx)
10) They are still as evil as ever! (sobx, sobx)
11) Having great fun with aikido member!!
12) Got a few shocker from friends...(thank you!)
13) Got a few eye candy in school....hehe.... jus looking, not buying!....
14) Leslie found rum raisin....hehe....
15) I went clubbing.... hehe.... super FUN!!!


So that's abt it.... not much happen....hahah.... that's a brief summary of my life from april to august...LOL....
That's really a short summary of 4 months....LOL..... see you all soon....hehe

Simply Aini
Status: Single
Age: 19
Birthday: 10 July 1990
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Diploma: Baking and Culinary Science
Hobby: Photography, Baking, Cooking, Reading, Watching Movies
BOred?: Watching dramas from Korea, Japan, Taiwan and watching Animation
Idols: Matsumoto Jun, Arashi, Lee Jun Ki, Fahrenheit, DBSK, NewS, Kat-Tun
Type Of Guys: Romantic, sweet, charming,takes care of himself and dress well...