Simply Sugarlicious
Truly as it is sweetest of life and friendship
A ray of light that gives smiles to everyone
A change that can bring hope to all
A story that brings forth laughter
A world that only a teen can tell
A view only few can see
A blog that can only share...
Friday, November 13, 2009
about:
Updates....
author:Aini
School has been really tiring these days, 8-6pm of non-stop standing and walking and cooking has really taken a lot of my youth away... Feeling like an old women now cause I get tired easily and young people are not suppose to get tired easily... However I really enjoyed cooking in Asian Practicum... Chef Michael 's cooking is really nice and tasty... From the basic veggies to the thousand spice chicken, to small detailed dim sums... Chef Michael is really good at what he does best. I really want to learn as much things from him as I can.
This week I was a little pissed off at a certain someone. Well, let's say that certain someone has gone really overboard with things. Not only does that certain someone not realise that he/she is at fault but blames it on the opposite party. That certain someone should really reflect on him/herself... I don't pretend to be someone's friend, if I am your friend, I AM YOUR FRIEND! If I talk to you but act a little cold to you then it means you have a second chance; if you use it well. But since you said a certain thing, then oops that chance is gone...
I must say, as angry as I can get, I still pity that certain someone cause I believe that everyone has a second chance. I have been there and been through a whole lot of bitchy and scary stuff, at first I thought of them as bitches and sluts, but when I understood how they felt, everything was cleared and we're friends again. Sometimes no matter how much you thing your right, it's not! There is always an amount of fault in you, if not why are they mad at you for? People don't get angry for no reason you know... At times like this, its always best to take a deep breath, a step back and think about it. Ask someone why this is happening, usually another person who is not involve in the matter... Once you understand the situation, you will understand everything. This is when observer's say that you've mature into an adult. Me however, am still half way there...
Hmm, about love, there isn't the right one yet... Although I started to appreciate this guy. When I was kinda in a tough situation, he gave me support and said that he will protect me and will always be there for me... Sooo Sweet!! hehe... Its nice to share problems with people, especially if they listen well and give you support and advice. Kinda feeling it...HEHE...
Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
ps Chef Niko emailed me!! woohoo!! I got Chef Shin email as well!!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
about:
A reason to fight back
author:Aini
Feeling really depress right now... ever felt the the pain of your heart being trampled on, well that's how I feel right now.
Found out that the world is pretending to be nice to me, took my trust for granted, hide away secrets from me, thinking that I am foolish enough to be made a fool of. People used to just used me and chucked me aside, or avoided me because I was too harsh. I re-gained my courage and changed my ways, got rid of my nasty lips, and started a new. I gave a shot and they were nice, so I reciprocated their kindness. I treated everyone with kindness, tired not to offend anyone around me, tried to avoid at any cost a reason for them to hate me but apparently being nice doesn't help at all. Some thought that I was trying hard to get in the good books, some took me for granted, some stepped on my head, some made me into a joke, and worst of all; some pretended to be my friend so that they can betray me at the end. Never felt so depressed before. Maybe its my fault that I made myself seem like a target for people, but do they not have any conscience? Do they not feel the guilt of having to hurt someone you know for so long, the guilt to know that that person had trusted you all the time, never once doubted you, she shuts away all kinds of suspicion from herself and from the people around her about you. Ever thought about that? I guess not right. Now do you understand the feeling of your heart being trampled on? that's almost similar.
Zul told me that its time i stood up for myself, he said that compared to the old me, I have really mellowed down a lot now, but its hurting me instead. I am sorry for those who agree with me, I promise that I would get better and to those that hates me or took advantage of me, I feel sorry for you because right now, the old Aini is coming back and she is worst than before. Old Aini was blunt, New version of Aini is blunt bitchy and nasty. I've trained hard and will train harder.
(if your conscience is clear then its not about you =D)
If your nice to me, I might be nice to you. So what ever makes you happy.
Life's a bitch and so am I
Aini
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
about:
Aikido Raye day!
author:Aini
Woohoo.... today was super fun and as expected tiring.... when out with aikido members for our festive hari raya outing... Everyone dressed in their festive cloths except leslie... hahah... Eunice came along as well with us... we went to like... 4 houses only... that's a lot huh?...haahaa...
Ouh, i cooked mee siam which everyone finished it all... thank you!! glad you all enjoyed my mum's cooking.... technically, she cooked, me helped... because she won't let me touch anything if she cooks... so i kinda just fry the noodles and add things to the soup... she sort of blend the stuff and tells me to add things...hahah... woke up super early to cook everything... very tired...
Hammy's mum chocolate moist cake was SUPER! delicious and scrumptious!! I ate like 4 pieces of it! Sure to put on weight i tell you!... this ain't good for the body but good for the soul...hahah.... if i get the chance to learn it from her, or eat it once more... i sure will!! hahah....
Reached home like 10plus... i think... so tired but had to clean before bed... mummy and daddy and aina are very angry because mum's kitchen was messy, dad's just angry, aina never got to invite her friends over (that's because she never cleans or cook something for her friends...expect my mum and me to do everything....)... so in aikido language, we say THAT'S LIFE!.... and leslie.... Life's a bitch, embrace it!!
okies... sure to blog soon... if i don't die tomorrow... hehe
Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
Monday, October 5, 2009
about:
After so long.....
author:Aini
Last week was a very busy week because of the F1 job thingy... so kinda had no time to blogged, even if i had the time, i won't even thought of blogging...hahah.... okies... Chef Gary called me a few weeks before and told me that if i wanted to join the F1 catering event. So i took the job and it was the best decision i ever made...hahah.... Eunice and Zi Zhao was in too and a whole lot of the J2 people ( Andy, Yvonne, Ching Ming, Kwang Hui, Lewis, etc...)
Anyways, got to work with 3 chefs from France... they are protege of Joel Robuchon... Apparently he is on of chef khoo's idol...hahah.... Anyways, they 3 chefs are, Chef Axel, Chef Nikos, and Chef Shin... omg they are so handsome and good at their job.... Everyone was so crazy over them (especially the girls from the catering company...LOL).... the most disappointing thing was that i totally screw up on the first day.... Firstly i gave myself a deep cut in my finger which won't stop bleeding.... then i screw up the choux pastry recipe.... then got scolded by chefs.... it was kinda demoralizing... but second day was better because my darling Eunice was there with me in baking... so less screw ups.... i dunno.... maybe with her around i feel less nervous....hahah....
okie, the week was fun and tiring.... exhausting.... excruciatingly painful.... scary encounters with the chefs.... seeing the evil side of chefs... unveiling of the dark working life.... but overall enjoyable...heheh
The week was not bad.... came back home and rested for a day before all my friends started to ask me out...hahah... they apparently lost all form of contact with me for a whole week....hahah.... so went out with the girls, chatted on the phone for hours, went out with leslie and wei kang but Eunice was busy so she could not come....then spent time with family ( which was bad because they made me do a week worth of house chores which i had missed apparently...) and of course my Aikido members.... Really missed them....
Ouh, grading is coming and please wish me luck.... there is free exercise which means you can do anything to your opponent when he is trying to attack you... OMG!! I have slow reflexes and I am sure not to do well in that...so wish me luck...sobx....
So.....
I will try to blog soon...hehe.....
Aini
Friday, August 28, 2009
about:
Brief Summary of 4 months worth of Life....hehe
author:Aini
Okie, i know it's been like ages, ages, ages since i blogged.....hahah.... too lazy....hehe.... i guess you all want to kill me right now.... let's recap what happen....hehe
1) school same as usual...
2) Leslie gave me a new nickname.... (Lazy Zombie)-_-lll
3) I am now a blue belt aikido member
4) Leslie told everyone that i was hentai....(NOT TRUE!!!)
5) Eunice got a BF and broke up... (feel sad for her, but she's happie, so i'm happie)
6) Jeffrey is in love with an idol...
7) Wei kang is as lame as ever! (LOL, JOKING!)
8) Zhi Zhao is my dear dear in class....hahah... (for fun)
9) Everyone is still bullys me....hahah..... (leslie, jeffrey, wei kand, khairul and even eunice...sobx)
10) They are still as evil as ever! (sobx, sobx)
11) Having great fun with aikido member!!
12) Got a few shocker from friends...(thank you!)
13) Got a few eye candy in school....hehe.... jus looking, not buying!....
14) Leslie found rum raisin....hehe....
15) I went clubbing.... hehe.... super FUN!!!
So that's abt it.... not much happen....hahah.... that's a brief summary of my life from april to august...LOL....
That's really a short summary of 4 months....LOL..... see you all soon....hehe
Sunday, April 5, 2009
about:
A bet of a life time....
author:Aini
When out yesterday with Syuhada, Atikah and Iffa to Orchard road... was planning to buy some sandals or something.... but did not....hahah... we had fun though.... we chatted a lot at coffee bean.... wanna do more of that often!....hahah
Picture moment
Me, Atikah (so pretty) and Iffa (so pretty sia!!)
tats the end....
Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
Sunday, March 29, 2009
about:
My opinion
author:Aini
Dramas that are popular these days all have the same storyline... there are a few storyline that is rotated from each dramas... that is what i have noticed after watching lots of dramas from Korean to Japan to Taiwan and American and Malays... They all have the same thing... Romantic dramas:- 1) Guy A loves Girl A, Girl A thinks Guy A is obnoxious and self-centred. Guy A tries to get Girl A to like him but uses all kind of dirty methods. Girl A starts to hate Guy A. Then Guy B comes along and he treats Girl A as a friend. Girl A is crazily in love with Guy B and tries to spent as much time with him as possible. Guy A is jealous and tries to win her back. Then Guy A just mysteriously has to move to a far away land because of some stupid reason like to be independent or something. Girl A then realises that she misses Guy A and just so happens Guy B starts to fall for Girl A... Girl A looks and waits for Guy A but after 5 years, Guy A comes back and announced that he is getting married to Girls A best friend Girl B...Girl A is now in love with Guy A and so does he to her... Somehow, he manage to cancel the wedding and they got together... happy ending...2) Guy A is rich and popular, Girl A is poor and a tough cookie... Girl A secretly loves Guy A but Guy A has a rich and arrogant girlfriend Girl B. Guy A holds a secret crush on his childhood sweetheart who was given a ring that symbolizes their love... He has one ring and the girl has the other... It just so happens that Girl A has the ring... So one day they dump each other and Guy A saw the ring... He was shocked and ask her name... So they started to hang out and started to love each other deeply like before. Guy A mum found out and hates Girl A for being poor... So Mum separated them and force Guy A to marry Girl B... Guy A then ran away from home and live with Girl A as a poor couple... Happy ending but suffer a little bit due to cruel hardship... he gets a job, she cares for the house... later mum accepts her and happy ending....3) Guy A, Girl A, Girl B... Guy A loves Girl A, Girl B loves Guy A, Girl A suffers from leukemia or Diamond Blood Anemia (DBA). She had a few years to live so she does not want to love in fear of hurting the guy. Guy A does not care and continues his love for her and she decided to give in... Later on Guy A tries his hardest to find a suitable donor for Girl A and found out that Girl B is the perfect donor but Girl B knows that if Girl A survives, Guy A will be with Girl A and she does not want that... So after rejecting the transplant, Girl B feels guilty and hurt because she does not want to see Guy A suffer... so Girl B decided to do the transplant, Girl A then survive and Girl A feels in debt to Girl B... Girl A then realise that Girl B love Guy A, so she gave him to Girl B... Guy A was shocked to see why Girl A had change and rejects him... Girl A says cruel things to make him hate her... Shockingly Guy A continues to be beside Girl A because of his deep love... ( You know the rest of the struggle right?).... after struggling, Girl B gave up, Guy A and Girl A lived happily but after 8 or so years, Girl A died because of failure... Guy A becomes depress... Girl B comforts, and they become together through the will of Girl A....3 typical love story....Intense drama:-1) Happy rich family.... Son A is married to a loving wife A. Daughter A is a successful lawyer. Dad A owns a big company. Mum A is a loving wife. Mum A found out that Son A and his wife A cannot have children because wife A is infertile. Mum suggest Son A to marry another wife B to carry on the family name. Son A rejects mum suggestion but wife A also agrees, so he married wife B and got a son AX. Wife B and Son A becomes close and Son A ignores wife A. Wife A got upset and lonely so she had an affair... Son A found out and divorce. Dad company went bankrupt... Mum become seriously ill... Daughter A was involved in an affair... Mum also found out that Dad was not loyal to her and has 3 other Mistress which the other two also has a family and the other young enough to be his daughter.... suffer, ask for forgiveness, everything settle... happy ending with someone dying at the end to create impact...2) Dad A and Mum A divorce at a young age of 25 ;has no children, because Mum A had an affair and Dad A found out. Dad A was traumatised by the incident and scared to love again... Mum married the Guy B. After 10years, Dad A met a young lady who is 25 years old... Dad A falls in love with her because she help him realise love again... He propose to her and she brought him to see her parents... as cruel fate can be, her parents happen to be his ex-wife who married a man who is now in his fifties... He got a shock of his life... Mum A then objects to the marriage and forbids them to meet each other again. Young lady oppose her step mum and started living with Dad A... ( some struggle of opposition and heart wrenching anger) Mum A finally gave in and let them marry and Dad A became from an ex-husband to stepson-in-law... Dad A then has to call Wife A mother-in-law and the story continues onto the painful future for the both Mum A, Dad A and young lady... Guy B is taking the back seat and enjoying the troubles of his family as if watching a drama on TV...hahah... there are more but to lazy to type... write them in my next post if you want to know more...hahah... tag okays...Simply SugarliciousAini
