Today I am feeling a little too happy and for some reason I don't know why? Maybe it was because i had a great weekend or maybe it was just mood swings. Leslie and Jeffrey was so irritating today! Firstly Jeffrey called me a pinkish white pig because i was wearing all pink and white today, then Leslie here called Garfield because i sort of look the same as Garfield on certain expressions. I was so irritated by them! OMG! they really love to bully me! Well i got some revenge too, i can pinch people really hard, hahah, Jeffrey got the worst from me and Leslie got combo punch from me, hahah.... today i was a little to violent.... hopefully they don't get too angry. hahah.... today was fun but a little too sad....

Ouh then on the way home, ( everyone went to take the safra bus stop, leaving me all by my self ) i saw my neighbour on a wheelchair. He seems like he had stroke, and i noticed that for some weeks i didn't see him around. Maybe it was because he was at the hospital recovering. I was shocked to see that he was unwell but thankful that he is still around to see another sunrise and sunset. ( Although we are not close, i feel sorry for him ) This is to show how precious and unexpected life can be. One minute you can be walking, talking, feeling, tasting, smelling and the next motionless and senseless as a vegetable.

To be truth, I have a lot of fears and one of them is to die before i accomplish my goals and dreams. I sometime wander if i will ever wake up the next morning, or be able to walk on earth another day. Life is so unexpected and we should cherish the day we are still alive. The day when you realise that your back feels cold and muddy because you are under soil, and then you try to move your fingers that you were so accustoms to before cannot be move again, moving your lips was as hard as moving a big rock and you feel that there is no longer any heart beat. To actually realise that you are dead ( if you can realise that ) is so scary because you die alone and no one else can accompany you ( unless you die together and bury together than that's a different story ) death will not be scary if you know you die together with someone you love and that you have a vip ticket to heaven. Then, i am willing to die without any fears or regrets.

"Fears can be overcome" that's what my teacher advise me, however this fear of mine cannot be overcome until I reach the state where i accept terms and conditions of death. One of the terms are the unexpected or the surprise of death...
Somehow, they ( as in the maker ) find it amusing to make death a surprise...
imagine you wake up and
the angles says "surprise, welcome to heaven. Are you happy??" then they pop the popper and bring out a cake... woohoo, how nice...-_-lll
or maybe
the devils says " Welcome suckers, your in hell and here are your chains and VIP card to the burning fires of hell" then they bring you to a place where souls are torture...OMG!!!!

It will be funny in a comedy if you think about it, Mr bean as the devil, he is wearing a red suit with horns on his head and holding red feathered pen and checking the names of victims... its funny... okie, i just make a stupid joke out of my fears....-_-lll

okies i think I'll stop here with the hell jokes and fears... i might scare you guys... sry

Simply sugarlicious
Aini

Simply Aini
Status: Single
Age: 19
Birthday: 10 July 1990
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Diploma: Baking and Culinary Science
Hobby: Photography, Baking, Cooking, Reading, Watching Movies
BOred?: Watching dramas from Korea, Japan, Taiwan and watching Animation
Idols: Matsumoto Jun, Arashi, Lee Jun Ki, Fahrenheit, DBSK, NewS, Kat-Tun
Type Of Guys: Romantic, sweet, charming,takes care of himself and dress well...