Simply Sugarlicious

Current Updates on my so average life...hehe

2010-03-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

Summer time is here and so is the results for the year... my gosh... i had thought that i could at least get a B+ for my practical and apparently not... It's okay, i don't really mind getting a B... Its better than nothing right. So summer is here and so is part-time jobs. Got a suck-ish job in Novena Professor Brawn's Cafe which pays me like $5/hr... like what the hell!! so low... i should return to Resort World since they pay $6-$7/hr.... Although i have to deal with weird 30+ year old guys and their sense of humor, then again why should that stop me from making more than $70 a day...

Last Semester, what do i think about the whole 6 months.... Firstly, suck-ish friends became even more suck-ish ( no need to mention cos its pointless). Secondly, amazing friends became awesome friends!! which i enjoy every second of their company. Thirdly, still as fat as ever, can't really stay off the chocolates and candy you know. They are just too delightful to stay away from. Although I AM CUTTING DOWN THE AMOUNTS, and i really mean it.... just a bite or two or three a day...hahah... soon it became a bar a day and did not realize it till its gone...hehe.... Forth, never ever team up with people who are damn lazy, annoying, and gives non-constructive ideas. Had enough of them so they are on my black list forever! So Major Project which is the most important one in my whole poly life so please stay away from me! Cause i have already booked my partners. Hehe... Fifth, members who were helping so much, thank you so much and without you i think i won't have achieve my results.

I guess that is about all of it in the last semester. Some people have been a pain in the ass but some have been really helpful and kind. I guess everyone had those days right, even me... I know i can be very blunt and annoying and irritating and urghsome sometimes and so sorry to those that deserve my apologies. You've got to understand the nature of a women who has mood swings....hahah... excuses.... Okay okay... i apologies if i ever stepped on a toe or cross over the line... Pull me back in the future if i ever am like that again okays.

Had a few NIGHT-mares and embarrassing moments..... let's re-cap....

Cycling at Pulau Ubin was a total Nightmare!.... NEVER will i EVER do it AGAIN!!!

Clubbing with the girls and a guy at Zouk was a huge NIGHTMARE!!!!... again NEVER will i EVER do it AGAIN!!!

Eating at Pulau Ubin was a total enjoyment!... DEFINITELY will i AGREE do it AGAIN!!!

Drinking and playing games at Zouk with the girls and a guy was a huge enjoyment!... again DEFINITELY will i AGREE do it AGAIN!!!

That should sum it all up... so people don't ever try asking me to go running or cycling or jogging or swimming with you cos it is futile... no point... the answer is still "No thank you!" (smiles)

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Updates....

2009-11-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

School has been really tiring these days, 8-6pm of non-stop standing and walking and cooking has really taken a lot of my youth away... Feeling like an old women now cause I get tired easily and young people are not suppose to get tired easily... However I really enjoyed cooking in Asian Practicum... Chef Michael 's cooking is really nice and tasty... From the basic veggies to the thousand spice chicken, to small detailed dim sums... Chef Michael is really good at what he does best. I really want to learn as much things from him as I can.

This week I was a little pissed off at a certain someone. Well, let's say that certain someone has gone really overboard with things. Not only does that certain someone not realise that he/she is at fault but blames it on the opposite party. That certain someone should really reflect on him/herself... I don't pretend to be someone's friend, if I am your friend, I AM YOUR FRIEND! If I talk to you but act a little cold to you then it means you have a second chance; if you use it well. But since you said a certain thing, then oops that chance is gone...

I must say, as angry as I can get, I still pity that certain someone cause I believe that everyone has a second chance. I have been there and been through a whole lot of bitchy and scary stuff, at first I thought of them as bitches and sluts, but when I understood how they felt, everything was cleared and we're friends again. Sometimes no matter how much you thing your right, it's not! There is always an amount of fault in you, if not why are they mad at you for? People don't get angry for no reason you know... At times like this, its always best to take a deep breath, a step back and think about it. Ask someone why this is happening, usually another person who is not involve in the matter... Once you understand the situation, you will understand everything. This is when observer's say that you've mature into an adult. Me however, am still half way there...

Hmm, about love, there isn't the right one yet... Although I started to appreciate this guy. When I was kinda in a tough situation, he gave me support and said that he will protect me and will always be there for me... Sooo Sweet!! hehe... Its nice to share problems with people, especially if they listen well and give you support and advice. Kinda feeling it...HEHE...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

ps Chef Niko emailed me!! woohoo!! I got Chef Shin email as well!!

A reason to fight back

2009-10-21T21:01:00.008+08:00

Feeling really depress right now... ever felt the the pain of your heart being trampled on, well that's how I feel right now.

Found out that the world is pretending to be nice to me, took my trust for granted, hide away secrets from me, thinking that I am foolish enough to be made a fool of. People used to just used me and chucked me aside, or avoided me because I was too harsh. I re-gained my courage and changed my ways, got rid of my nasty lips, and started a new. I gave a shot and they were nice, so I reciprocated their kindness. I treated everyone with kindness, tired not to offend anyone around me, tried to avoid at any cost a reason for them to hate me but apparently being nice doesn't help at all. Some thought that I was trying hard to get in the good books, some took me for granted, some stepped on my head, some made me into a joke, and worst of all; some pretended to be my friend so that they can betray me at the end. Never felt so depressed before. Maybe its my fault that I made myself seem like a target for people, but do they not have any conscience? Do they not feel the guilt of having to hurt someone you know for so long, the guilt to know that that person had trusted you all the time, never once doubted you, she shuts away all kinds of suspicion from herself and from the people around her about you. Ever thought about that? I guess not right. Now do you understand the feeling of your heart being trampled on? that's almost similar.

Zul told me that its time i stood up for myself, he said that compared to the old me, I have really mellowed down a lot now, but its hurting me instead. I am sorry for those who agree with me, I promise that I would get better and to those that hates me or took advantage of me, I feel sorry for you because right now, the old Aini is coming back and she is worst than before. Old Aini was blunt, New version of Aini is blunt bitchy and nasty. I've trained hard and will train harder.
(if your conscience is clear then its not about you =D)

If your nice to me, I might be nice to you. So what ever makes you happy.

Life's a bitch and so am I
Aini

Aikido Raye day!

2009-10-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Woohoo.... today was super fun and as expected tiring.... when out with aikido members for our festive hari raya outing... Everyone dressed in their festive cloths except leslie... hahah... Eunice came along as well with us... we went to like... 4 houses only... that's a lot huh?...haahaa...

Ouh, i cooked mee siam which everyone finished it all... thank you!! glad you all enjoyed my mum's cooking.... technically, she cooked, me helped... because she won't let me touch anything if she cooks... so i kinda just fry the noodles and add things to the soup... she sort of blend the stuff and tells me to add things...hahah... woke up super early to cook everything... very tired...

Hammy's mum chocolate moist cake was SUPER! delicious and scrumptious!! I ate like 4 pieces of it! Sure to put on weight i tell you!... this ain't good for the body but good for the soul...hahah.... if i get the chance to learn it from her, or eat it once more... i sure will!! hahah....

Reached home like 10plus... i think... so tired but had to clean before bed... mummy and daddy and aina are very angry because mum's kitchen was messy, dad's just angry, aina never got to invite her friends over (that's because she never cleans or cook something for her friends...expect my mum and me to do everything....)... so in aikido language, we say THAT'S LIFE!.... and leslie.... Life's a bitch, embrace it!!

okies... sure to blog soon... if i don't die tomorrow... hehe

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

After so long.....

2009-10-05T20:47:00.002+08:00

Last week was a very busy week because of the F1 job thingy... so kinda had no time to blogged, even if i had the time, i won't even thought of blogging...hahah.... okies... Chef Gary called me a few weeks before and told me that if i wanted to join the F1 catering event. So i took the job and it was the best decision i ever made...hahah.... Eunice and Zi Zhao was in too and a whole lot of the J2 people ( Andy, Yvonne, Ching Ming, Kwang Hui, Lewis, etc...)

Anyways, got to work with 3 chefs from France... they are protege of Joel Robuchon... Apparently he is on of chef khoo's idol...hahah.... Anyways, they 3 chefs are, Chef Axel, Chef Nikos, and Chef Shin... omg they are so handsome and good at their job.... Everyone was so crazy over them (especially the girls from the catering company...LOL).... the most disappointing thing was that i totally screw up on the first day.... Firstly i gave myself a deep cut in my finger which won't stop bleeding.... then i screw up the choux pastry recipe.... then got scolded by chefs.... it was kinda demoralizing... but second day was better because my darling Eunice was there with me in baking... so less screw ups.... i dunno.... maybe with her around i feel less nervous....hahah....
okie, the week was fun and tiring.... exhausting.... excruciatingly painful.... scary encounters with the chefs.... seeing the evil side of chefs... unveiling of the dark working life.... but overall enjoyable...heheh

The week was not bad.... came back home and rested for a day before all my friends started to ask me out...hahah... they apparently lost all form of contact with me for a whole week....hahah.... so went out with the girls, chatted on the phone for hours, went out with leslie and wei kang but Eunice was busy so she could not come....then spent time with family ( which was bad because they made me do a week worth of house chores which i had missed apparently...) and of course my Aikido members.... Really missed them....

Ouh, grading is coming and please wish me luck.... there is free exercise which means you can do anything to your opponent when he is trying to attack you... OMG!! I have slow reflexes and I am sure not to do well in that...so wish me luck...sobx....

So.....
I will try to blog soon...hehe.....
Aini

Brief Summary of 4 months worth of Life....hehe

2009-08-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

Okie, i know it's been like ages, ages, ages since i blogged.....hahah.... too lazy....hehe.... i guess you all want to kill me right now.... let's recap what happen....hehe
1) school same as usual...
2) Leslie gave me a new nickname.... (Lazy Zombie)-_-lll
3) I am now a blue belt aikido member
4) Leslie told everyone that i was hentai....(NOT TRUE!!!)
5) Eunice got a BF and broke up... (feel sad for her, but she's happie, so i'm happie)
6) Jeffrey is in love with an idol...
7) Wei kang is as lame as ever! (LOL, JOKING!)
8) Zhi Zhao is my dear dear in class....hahah... (for fun)
9) Everyone is still bullys me....hahah..... (leslie, jeffrey, wei kand, khairul and even eunice...sobx)
10) They are still as evil as ever! (sobx, sobx)
11) Having great fun with aikido member!!
12) Got a few shocker from friends...(thank you!)
13) Got a few eye candy in school....hehe.... jus looking, not buying!....
14) Leslie found rum raisin....hehe....
15) I went clubbing.... hehe.... super FUN!!!

So that's abt it.... not much happen....hahah.... that's a brief summary of my life from april to august...LOL....
That's really a short summary of 4 months....LOL..... see you all soon....hehe

A bet of a life time....

2009-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

When out yesterday with Syuhada, Atikah and Iffa to Orchard road... was planning to buy some sandals or something.... but did not....hahah... we had fun though.... we chatted a lot at coffee bean.... wanna do more of that often!....hahah

Picture moment

Me, Atikah (so pretty) and Iffa (so pretty sia!!)

tats the end....

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

My opinion

2009-03-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Dramas that are popular these days all have the same storyline... there are a few storyline that is rotated from each dramas... that is what i have noticed after watching lots of dramas from Korean to Japan to Taiwan and American and Malays...

They all have the same thing...
Romantic dramas:-
1) Guy A loves Girl A, Girl A thinks Guy A is obnoxious and self-centred. Guy A tries to get Girl A to like him but uses all kind of dirty methods. Girl A starts to hate Guy A. Then Guy B comes along and he treats Girl A as a friend. Girl A is crazily in love with Guy B and tries to spent as much time with him as possible. Guy A is jealous and tries to win her back. Then Guy A just mysteriously has to move to a far away land because of some stupid reason like to be independent or something. Girl A then realises that she misses Guy A and just so happens Guy B starts to fall for Girl A... Girl A looks and waits for Guy A but after 5 years, Guy A comes back and announced that he is getting married to Girls A best friend Girl B...Girl A is now in love with Guy A and so does he to her... Somehow, he manage to cancel the wedding and they got together... happy ending...

2) Guy A is rich and popular, Girl A is poor and a tough cookie... Girl A secretly loves Guy A but Guy A has a rich and arrogant girlfriend Girl B. Guy A holds a secret crush on his childhood sweetheart who was given a ring that symbolizes their love... He has one ring and the girl has the other... It just so happens that Girl A has the ring... So one day they dump each other and Guy A saw the ring... He was shocked and ask her name... So they started to hang out and started to love each other deeply like before. Guy A mum found out and hates Girl A for being poor... So Mum separated them and force Guy A to marry Girl B... Guy A then ran away from home and live with Girl A as a poor couple... Happy ending but suffer a little bit due to cruel hardship... he gets a job, she cares for the house... later mum accepts her and happy ending....

3) Guy A, Girl A, Girl B... Guy A loves Girl A, Girl B loves Guy A, Girl A suffers from leukemia or Diamond Blood Anemia (DBA). She had a few years to live so she does not want to love in fear of hurting the guy. Guy A does not care and continues his love for her and she decided to give in... Later on Guy A tries his hardest to find a suitable donor for Girl A and found out that Girl B is the perfect donor but Girl B knows that if Girl A survives, Guy A will be with Girl A and she does not want that... So after rejecting the transplant, Girl B feels guilty and hurt because she does not want to see Guy A suffer... so Girl B decided to do the transplant, Girl A then survive and Girl A feels in debt to Girl B... Girl A then realise that Girl B love Guy A, so she gave him to Girl B... Guy A was shocked to see why Girl A had change and rejects him... Girl A says cruel things to make him hate her... Shockingly Guy A continues to be beside Girl A because of his deep love... ( You know the rest of the struggle right?).... after struggling, Girl B gave up, Guy A and Girl A lived happily but after 8 or so years, Girl A died because of failure... Guy A becomes depress... Girl B comforts, and they become together through the will of Girl A....

3 typical love story....
Intense drama:-

1) Happy rich family.... Son A is married to a loving wife A. Daughter A is a successful lawyer. Dad A owns a big company. Mum A is a loving wife. Mum A found out that Son A and his wife A cannot have children because wife A is infertile. Mum suggest Son A to marry another wife B to carry on the family name. Son A rejects mum suggestion but wife A also agrees, so he married wife B and got a son AX. Wife B and Son A becomes close and Son A ignores wife A. Wife A got upset and lonely so she had an affair... Son A found out and divorce. Dad company went bankrupt... Mum become seriously ill... Daughter A was involved in an affair... Mum also found out that Dad was not loyal to her and has 3 other Mistress which the other two also has a family and the other young enough to be his daughter.... suffer, ask for forgiveness, everything settle... happy ending with someone dying at the end to create impact...

2) Dad A and Mum A divorce at a young age of 25 ;has no children, because Mum A had an affair and Dad A found out. Dad A was traumatised by the incident and scared to love again... Mum married the Guy B. After 10years, Dad A met a young lady who is 25 years old... Dad A falls in love with her because she help him realise love again... He propose to her and she brought him to see her parents... as cruel fate can be, her parents happen to be his ex-wife who married a man who is now in his fifties... He got a shock of his life... Mum A then objects to the marriage and forbids them to meet each other again. Young lady oppose her step mum and started living with Dad A... ( some struggle of opposition and heart wrenching anger) Mum A finally gave in and let them marry and Dad A became from an ex-husband to stepson-in-law... Dad A then has to call Wife A mother-in-law and the story continues onto the painful future for the both Mum A, Dad A and young lady... Guy B is taking the back seat and enjoying the troubles of his family as if watching a drama on TV...

hahah... there are more but to lazy to type... write them in my next post if you want to know more...hahah... tag okays...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Ordinary day, special plans.

2009-03-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Today is really just an ordinary day... Woke up at 7am, did nothing... watch tv... slept in the evening... ate only a honey pear and a banana before having early dinner at 5pm... hmm, pretty boring for me......

Really bored, nothing to watch and nothing to do, so i sort of hesitate whether to write a post or just stare blankly at the screen... hahah... yay for clueless Aini....

Okay, random stuff....

1)How are you feeling now?
under the weather....no in the mood to do anything.... depress....

2)what was the last thing you do before you sat in front of your computer?
scratch my butt....

3)last person you spoke to?
My annoying sister....

4)what is on ur mind now?
want to watch a horror film but too scared to watch it alone....hehe...

5)Who do you miss now?
My friends... i wanna hang out...

6)currently you are?
Writing this random post... duh!

7)What is your sister doing?
Checking her weight....hahaha!!!...

8)What did you day to her?
What ever makes you happie.... hahah

9)The person you want to see the most now...
Hmm, can't say... figure it out ppl! wahahah...

10)who do you think will call you soon?
How the hell i know?? might be a stupid caller!....

Simply sugarlicious
Aini
ps, snapping monkey is being unfair....

BBQ party of a lifetime....

2009-03-25T03:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our BBQ party that we so tiring organised for our class however it ended up with just me and my friends going (abt 16+ people when) even though it was a few people, i had the best time ever this holiday. I think this is the best bbq beach party i ever been to...

we played at the beach, had lots of food, played truth or dare and dare to kiss... omg... hahah... it was so fun... i am not sharing the details... so let ur imagination run wild okay...hehe... okay here is a clue... there was french kisses, smooches, ice kisses and pecks...hahah... all sorts...hahah

I enjoyed my time there, maybe it was because i was with a best bunch of people... for the first time, i did not feel left out in the party...hahah... usually at the bbq party, i would just be eating and chatting... now its more than that....hahah....

Most of the time when i go to the beach, past memories always fills me up and it kind of bring in all sort of emotions.... sadness especially... and some happiness... so, usually i get an emotional feeling however yesterday was not sad at all... it was happy, laughter, nervous and heart-racing... hahah... (i did not get to swim but instead i got to dip my toes in the sand and water.... hehe)

Hmm, when the sun set down and the sky was turning dark... i had a conversation that gave me the reason to think through some stuff and it still makes me confuse and worry... it kinda puts me in a very difficult situation and i have to make the correct choice before i act upon it... hmm, i don't know how to put this into words.............. it feels like............................................ sry really don't know what to say... i'll just end here...

simply sugarlicious
Aini

Too Free to do anything...

2009-03-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hey, the holidays came by in a flash... so now i am at home thinking why am i at home and doing nothing??... its so annoying that i am so free yet too lazy to get off my fat ass...hahah... Holiday mood sure is contagious and addictive...

Every morning i wake up at 11am around there or maybe earlier...
1) Check for laundry...
2) if there is laundry... is it clean or dirty??
3) clean laundry fold them...
4) dirty laundry wash them... (usually both category is present)
5) wash the huge pile of dishes that everyone ignores...(somehow it scares them)
6) keep the dry dishes and start scrubbing the dirty ones...
7) Clean the kitchen till its spic and span...
8) Clean the living room...
9) Clean my parents room...
10) Clean my room...
11) Vacuum all whole house...
12) Put up the laundry...
13) Mop the house...
14) Make lunch... (by the time i finish its about 1plus...)
15) wash the dishes that i used...

so everyday is the same routine over and over again...

If i had gone through the routine again, i should have done everything and everything should be clean right? however my parents would nagged and say "Why is the house still in a mess?" hmm?? did i miss anything out? laundry? dishes? kitchen? their bedroom? living room? hmm... why are they so dissatisfied?

Apparently my idea of 'clean' is different from theirs... I am somewhat changed into their housemaid... call me Maria next time... it so much easier...
Btw, everyday my dad comes home, he need someone to open the door for him, make coffee and cold drinks for him... and in addition he has this thinking that his daughters should not eat before the house is clean and before he comes home... his daughters should wait by the door everyday with the keys and coffee in their hands ready to serve the old master...

Ouh, i forgot to add a touch of anger... when my sister cleans the house my mum would say wow, so clean... and leaves $10 for her... however when i clean the house she nags that is unclean and not a single cent for me to buy food to eat...(the house apparently has nothing to eat!... pass few days, i used my own pocket money to buy food... no allowance so i snack on instant noodles and cheap veg...)

How annoying is my family?? Well i sort of have given up on them... so now when the nag, i just smile and walk away... a smile means more than anything... so when the time comes for me to leave the house of misery... i will... someday...

Simply sugarlicious
Aini

Its been too long

2009-02-19T18:17:00.002+08:00

Hey there, i know i have not blogged in for a super long time... its already exam week and i have been busy with not studying but slacking around...hahah... it feels like a 10page notes weight 5kg every time i pick it up to read... Just looking at it makes me tired...hahah... it true...
I have 10chapters of BNF and about another 10 booklet of notes for FC... my gosh! this term, the subjects are so heavy... -_-lll...

Okies, for the past few weeks or so...(since i last blogged) i participated in chingay and met the greatest people there...( well, the greatest ever you will meet at chingay...hahah)... then i had my culinary exam in the kitchen... which turn out quite okie...(i guess)... then i had to perform a role play in Japanese Class and Understanding Theatre... After than things just goes as usual...

There were times where false hope came knocking on my door (which is such a disappointment!)... after than lady luck skip my door every morning....( bad luck on the week)... i tired throwing salt over my shoulders, but nothing happen.... i suffered and swear... ( i think that scared lady luck)...( she came back)...hahah...

Ouh, i forgot... I went to city alive party after chingay... i got home at 2am and my dad is pissed off till like now! so he ain't trusting me again... but what the heck... SINCE when does he ever trust me?? hahah... (never stop asking questions and calling me... irritating... I'm 19 already DADDY!)

Okies, i think thats all that happen...so far... update soon... and by soon, i mean in 2weeks or so...hahah...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
ps- i know not many read my blog... its dying soon... need to recover!!

Carbonara and Beef Stroganoff

2009-01-24T18:58:00.003+08:00

Hey, there... guess what I cooked for practical last week and this week... hehe... yes, i cooked carbonara and beef stroganoff... it was delicious and not bad for my taste... only thing was that chef said it needs a bit more salt...hahah... my plating was not too bad i guess...hahah... needs lots of improvement if i want to be top chef on day... hehe... big ambition and goals huh... hahah...

here are the pics... not much...

This is Eunice i think^-^

This is Zhong Da... super small...^-^

This is MINE!! hehe

Mine again... another angle

Carbonara with egg yolk on top... super creamy and nice... i like...

Simple Sugarlicious

Aini

Best day out ever!!

2009-01-11T21:21:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the best Saturday ever!! I went to chingay rehearsal and then after which, when to open house with Zul, Nur, Jamilah, Jeffrey... We went to Nee Ann Poly and go goodie bags...hahah... we took like tons of photos in Zul's camcorder... so i have to wait for him...hehe...

Then left, Jamilah, Zul, Nur and addition of Haikal, and Jamilah's friends... We went to Republic poly... where we took tons of photos AGAIN!! Zul was like "OMG!! Republic rocks sia!! so nice sia!!" hahah... I've got to agree that Republic poly is so modernized sia... So cool...there was like a really big garden on top of the building and you can sit and study there in peace... or have a picnic...hahah...

Then we took more pictures...by then i was like stop it please... i was so tired by then.. my feet hurts and my head spins... well, i only slept for 4hours then night before so i was super tired... After Republic poly we all head to Temasek poly for 'Jam and Hop' which i skip because if i had gone there... i think i would have to drag myself home or sleep there for the night... the rest when on and party...hahah... Thank god i did not went...

I got home at about 7++... Showered, ate one egg and slept all night... this morning i woke up it was 10am... so i had a 13hour nap... hahah... super refreshing and great!! As soon as my head touched the pillow.. it was 'touch down!!'... i was gone!!... nothing you do could wake me up...hahah... i sister actually tired but gave up...(she told me the next morning).. hahah... super hilarious... Its been a super long time since i slept that long and enjoyed it...

At Republic poly... photogenic right...hahah..

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

A thought...

2009-01-09T22:34:00.004+08:00

Every thought how life can be if you born with an illness... It is really scary from my opinion... I had a dream a few days back, I dreamt that I had leukaemia... a disease that shortens the lifespan by 2/3 because the body produces more white blood cells than red blood cells...

So i dreamt... I just discover that I had leukaemia recently and was given about 5years to live if i go to the hospital for treatment every 3days or so...( its a dream, so that facts might not be true...hahah... it just happens...) I was shocked and devastated... I did not tell my friends about it because I don't want to trouble them or burden them... So i continue to live life as normal, going to school, meet my friends and chat, eat lunch with them and all... However there was a little change in my routine... I looked paler than usual, after lunch i would hid some where to take dozen of pills, i would go home early after school instead of hanging around my friends... ( As i slept, the feeling inside of me was so real... it was as if my heart had sunk into a black pit...)

Soon after that, my friends realise that i looked sick every 3 days and i had scars on my arms and i was acting weird... They question a lot but i keep quiet... then during one practical (cooking with chef koh... scary... he appeared in my dream!! OMG!!) it was so hot and chaotic... i was rushing and i felt weak and dizzy... next thing i know i was on the ground....

Then i woke up because of my alarm clock... Shit lah!! it was just getting exciting... i wanted to know what happen in the end but the dream did not visit me again... haiz...

Anyone find the story interesting?? hahah... it felt so real you know... The scary feeling knowing that the clock is ticking faster for me than for others... To leave behind all the things you love about life and the special people around you... An extremely painstaking feeling deep inside...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Chingay...

2009-01-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

Chingay rehearsel was not too bad.... at first it was a little bit boring... oh what the heck... it was really boring and dull... the cert training was full of dull info and stuff but after awhile it was kinda fun with all the bandaging and first aid training... hahah... as u can see from the pictures... we had lots of fun after that....

The following week was not too bad... had training last saturday... people were not too open and friendly... the girls were too quiet and shy... what the heck! omg.... but after that its kinda okie i guess.... hahah....

Brand New Year!

2009-01-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

2009 is finally here... I can't emphasis more on how much time just flew out the window... Its like only yesterday that i was waiting for my 'O' levels results and today i am almost turning 19years old... Super fast... I don't want to grow up just yet... I still want to be young a little longer...

I envy people who are younger than me, its seems like they have all the time in the world to do the things they want...

Anyways, today was the most hilarious day ever...Leslie was showing me this two videos of people singing and they could not pronounce they words properly.... Hilarious man... i was like laughing my lungs outs... they later i told stories of my mum's kampong life and how mischievous she and her sisters and friends were... Eunice and Leslie could not stop laughing and so was Alex who tried to eat... hahah....

Can't forget happy times.... hahah

BTW, I want to wish everyone a very Happy New Year 2009, wish all the best in the coming year... and also thanks to Syahidah for the lovely Christmas shoes... i can't find an outfit to match though... i think i go buy later.... hahah... Thanks....

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Fahrenheit Concert

2008-12-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

On the 19th of December, I was at the Indoor Stadium... Guess what I was doing there?... Hahah, I was at the Fahrenheit Concert!! Zul got the both of us media passes to the concert.... WOOHOO!! I was there as a photographer and Zul was writing for the youth.sg. It was the best night ever... A great night to end the year i guess....

We arrived at 6pm at Leisure Park and had a meal there, after which we head off to Indoor Stadium and waited for Ms Koh... the most irritating women I've seen... Although that was the first time we met, she gave me the worst attitude ever... Its like as if I had offended her somehow... Our first meeting was on the phone and she was so arrogant and bitchy... my gosh... First impression counts okies.... get that??

So the concert was suppose to start at 8pm but somehow it started at 830pm like that... I started to click all the way... They were so close to me i could grab their feet or give them a hug... Super close... I was at the front line... front of the fronts... even the VIP seating was not that close... I was so lucky... I shouted and scream like every fan girl would, It was a dream becoming reality... I so love them... Although I don't speak Chinese but i still could understand them... So anyone who tries to gossip in Chinese in front of me... beware... I KNOW!! hahah....

So here are the superb pictures by mua... hehe

can't upload all of them however if you would like to see more... ask okies... there are shot where Jiro blow kisses and Wu Chun dancing... So many... hehe

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Holidays, back in school....

2008-12-21T15:08:00.002+08:00

I was suppose to have 2 weeks of break after term test however due to time constrain and the renovation of the old kitchen, we (everyone) had to come back for a week to have our practical classes...POD... it not like the class in boring or anything but 2 weeks of holiday is already too short and now taking away another week... crap man....

I made a few dishes and it was not too bad although it could have been better and nicer... Chef Koh was totally bias and too proud of himself.... we had 3 hours for the class and it too short for a chef to demo and then we had to cook it and present our plating's... Chef Koh had to talk all the unnecessary grandfather stories and talk about things that can surely be said later and not waste time... He wasted about 1/2 and hour each lesson reprimanding us and talking about discipline and such... please don;t waste time... we want to learn as much as we can and not waste time in hearing something over and over again.... its boring....

So the negative side of the lesson was that chef koh talks non-stop but other than that it was fun... Chef Lau was the best... He is very humble and fatherly... hahah... i think the whole class perfers him rather than chef koh...hahah....

Upload the pictures later okies....

Simply Sugarlicous
Aini

Sentosa Breeze

2008-12-21T14:59:00.002+08:00

Sentosa breeze on the 13th of dec... We (Surati, Atikah, Syuhada and i) went to sentosa to have fun and enjoy ourselfs. It was not too bad but because of the Zouk Out party at sentosa that day most of the beach side was closed and left with only a small portion of the beach to enjoy... So we had a dip, lunch, snack, more dipping in the sea, more snack then shower, then we headed off to the vivo city to have dinner... We were so tired that we had no energy to do anything else... we sat and chat for hours before having dinner at garuda indonesia restaurant... and let me say this, it was not good at all... the egg was too salty and the kang kong had no taste... the fish was not bad because it was crispy... i am so not eating there again.... even if you drag me there.... horrible!! hahah...

I don't have picture of the beach break cause Surati still hasn't sent them to me... so next time okies... hehe

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

omg!!

2008-12-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

Omg! Today i went to theatre and i hate to admit it, i actually had a lot of fun there. We did a few warm ups in the beginning of the class, something to relax your mind and soul. Then we were given 3 different characters and act out that character individually. There were not much choice, one character was an elder at the age of 55 and the only family that understands him/her is the grandchild who could be of any age and gender, the other one was a policeman who lives with 12 cats and the last one is a girl/guy who has a imaginary friend. I wanted to try something new because I've acted as an old women before, and i don't really like being a policeman, so i picked the girl with an imaginary friend...

Her name is Shirley, 20 years old and she suffers from severe anaemia and heart murmur. She is forced to stay at home because of her weak condition. Her parents are both lawyers and rarely seen at home or with her. She spends most of her time at home or in the hospital. Due to her illness, she cannot go to school so she can't make any friends and she is too weak to walk on her own so most of the time she is bed ridden. She spends her time reading fairytale books, fantasy and romance book. That's how her imaginary friend came about, a guardian angle name Shinning. Shinning is the only one that gives her hope in seeing the next day and forgetting all about the pain and loneliness she goes through everyday. Her dream is to travel to Europe and see the world. She sees a lot of travel and living and she really wants to travel on her own with Shinning to Europe. The television is the only window to the outside world, he has never seen other places expect her home and the hospital room. She never gives up on her dream of seeing the outside world beyond the screen of the television.

So i came up with that story within 10mins and then we had to act in character and form groups of 6 and each member will ask questions relating to the character we're acting. It was fun, lots of laughter and silly jokes, learn various of styles and scene....

After that we did improvising lines... A person is given a line and has to act it out with another person who completely does not have a single clue what is going on but just have to improvise...So from a pair, it increases to 6 and 7 people and each person is added, a new line and scene is introduce. It was super hilarious because you could see that everyone was just reacting to the situation and making the best out of it... All different and silly ideas with so many styles and comedy...

This was actually the first time i had so much fun in theatre...

Come home and i just collapse on the bed... too tired to do anything... recently i have been too tired... my head spins around like as if it was on a merry-go-round... Just now i got knocked out and just woke up... still feeling very very tired... May be my battery is running out... last time whenever i felt tired, i would take in a deep breath and then i get very hyper or my energy gets back... but now it seem not to work... its ending soon... hahah...

Btw, i eat a lot but still gets so tired and fatigue... my head hurts and very very thirsty all the time... hmm... something is wrong...

Shocking news comes in one after the other and my heart can't take anymore shock or heartbreaking news... haiz... one more and i don't know how i can survive... hopefully my friends can make me forget all that...

till then, i'll blog when i'll blog...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Garden Of Kindness

2008-11-23T13:21:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday on the 15th of November, my course mates all went to Botanic Garden for a CIP project and we took care of kids between the age of 6 to 12yrs old. I had lots of fun but most of them did not.. Some kids were so uncooperative and annoying... My assigned kid however was so obedient! hahah... her was is Amelina and she is 7yrs old... the cutest girl in the group... i brought my camera and took tons of photos...

A picture tells a thousand words... so let my pictures tell the story....

7.15am in school, waiting for the others... so empty...

Board the bus, Jeffrey eating hot dog bun with egg... hehe...

Leslie and the others got bored waiting for the kids,

so i decided to play with my camera... hehe

Salmah seems busy??

Leslie "Kids!!... argh!!...WHY!!"

hehe...

Got bored, take a nap lorh...

Belinda and Wei Chan... smile for the camera...

There was more fooling around...

Jeffrey took pictures of 'suka'

Eunice sleeping at home...

did not come... BOO!!

hehe

Finally the KIDS came... weee!!

Leslie " NOO!!! "

hahah

The tiny girl is my assigned kid.. kawaii desu!...

Zhong Da, Cai Xing and Eugene got John..

Hehe

Amelina... so cute...

I took lots of flowers... my hobby...

The end of the day... everyone was so tired and sticky...

Sweaty and hungry...

We head to Orchard to eat...

Yummy!!...

Hehe...

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Lost in emotions

2008-10-27T18:38:00.002+08:00

Is it love whenever you close your eyes and you see him there? So close that you can feel his breath even though you know that you are dreaming. To feel his warm gentle touch on your skin as if you were make of glass even though you know he would not. Its so irritating to love someone so much and yet at the same time knowing that he can never love back. Its so annoying and frustrating to know that you just can't stop loving him. To later realise that all you did was for him to notice but all efforts were wasted. Why can't he just notice me? He walks pass and not a single sight of me, is he worth that much of attention if he can't notice me at all? Every time he walks pass, my heart beats faster, my breath stop, i lose sight of everything else and only him in my view, my eyes glued to him wishing with every hope that he would just turn to see me and smile.
A love that I can never receive...

Okies, that above piece of writing is just something i wrote because i was bored and feeling it...hahah... kinda nice but i think it needs more sensation to it...LOL... Wish such things can happen to me. To fall deeply in love with someone only to realise that he can never love you back for he has never notice you but the truth is that he notice you only too shy to say it. He acts cool and cold towards you and pretend to not know you but he is just like you, knowing the presence of each other whenever your close by... Its so romantic isn't it to fall in such complicated love...hehe...
Okies, i think I've watch too much drama ler... to much it.. its getting into my head.... hahah...
BTW, watched about 50+ and counting... heheh...

Simple Sugarlicious
Aini

OMG!!

2008-10-16T21:19:00.002+08:00

Okies, I just blog 3 times in a night... hahah... just read leslie, Eunice, Jamilah, Sallie, Syahidah and random pick Rosette' blog and I haven't jump between blogs to blogs...

I read Eunice's blog and right now her recent post just made me depress... I was happy before i read her post and now i am sad... the reason i am sad is because i have not lost any weight! Eunice lost weight! SAD!! Not that i gained weight... Start of holiday i weight myself and right not just step off my scale and i am still the same... SHIT man! well, i can't complain, sitting at home and doing nothing but watch manga and dramas and movies all day, can't make you lose weight... so.... school please start soon!! i want to get active!! omg!!

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini (jiggly)

btw, to leslie, i am not a monyet! -_-lll bluek! =P

Timetable finally OUT!!

2008-10-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

WooHoo!! Timetable for semester 2 is out and i am so happy with the my new subjects, lol, i got the subjects that i wanted....
I GOT.....
JAPANESE LANGUAGE and THEATRE!!!.... hahah.... so happie!!!

This morning ( 11am, i'm still sleeping ) Mr Leslie Lim sent me an sms that woke me up screaming... (ring tone too loud plus phone speaker was directly under me ear....
-_-lll) He said the timetables were out and so i shout a little pray and hope i get Jap and (suspense) i open up my window and I saw Japanese first thing on Tuesday morning... woohoo... okies, i know i have to start Tuesday at 8am but its Japanese language! I am so glad... Watashi wa Japanese aishiteru!
Okies, i am still not good at japanese yet but i am willing to work very hard for it... hahah....

Another thing is that i got theatre! woohoo... i am back to drama baby! Back on stage and in the limelight... hahah... so over-reacting and a bit too thick skin... hahah... just saying... hahah...
(right now you can imagine me smiling from ear to ear in front of my computer for the joys in getting my dream CDS! hahah)

Okies, enough of me bragging, i have to go home at 7pm on Thursday... sads... i dunno who else is taking Japanese language... i hope i am not the only one... please sent me a partner... sads.... alone is not good, kanasibe (sorrow) will fill me up, but with yaru ki (motivation ) i can fight it... hahah... okies, some words i got from manga... LOL!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahah!

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Hari Raya Outing

2008-10-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

Last week Thursday, 9 Oct, I went out with my muslim friends all from my secondary school for a Hari Raya outing. I wanted to blog earlier but i just can't get the pictures, so i gave up and decided to blog without the photos and maybe if later i get them i will post it again... hahah...

It was a great experience able to meet all my friends whom i lost contact with and thought they are gone... hahah... It was so fun, cracking jokes and seeing their same character and habits... its fun... Ahamad always making people laugh and feeling comfortable in a big group ( a bit unfamiliar feeling for we havn't met about a year or so...), Nasrun; the other joker, Fadhli; the funny-cool guy, Shazli; the one scared of cats, Hairul and Adan; the ones who have the most lame jokes, Danish; the crazy guy who laughs a lot, Akamal; always with his sarcastic jokes and comment, Asri; the quiet guy and always smiling, Seryzan; the latest to arrive, Azillah; the sister you worry about sometimes, Surati; the innocent one, Iffa; the disco girl, Atikah; the noisy one, Syuhada; the girl next door, and lastly Zul; always everywhere, hehe... miss all of them except Zul who i meet almost everyday. Hahah...

Okies, those who have been reading my blog would have notice that with Zul around you can never have an outing without camwhoring, so we took tons of photos to add into our photo collections. A whole lot of them, we took everywhere we could possibly fit the whole group in...hahah... Unfortunately I could not receive the photos so i have to get them manually, so in the meantime, lets just wait okies... sorry for the inconvenience caused...hahah....

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

2008-09-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

When out with Dominic, Zul and Faiz to Orchard road, we watched Mamma Mia and the movie was great. It was so fantastic, there were a lot of funny parts especially the parts where the characters where singing and making funny reactions and comical moves. Its not a regret watching it...hahah...

If you are out with Zul, then be prepared to take lots of photos... we took about 80+ photos.... and my phone became the victim of zul's photo obsession. There are too many to put on the blog so i took the super nice ones that can tell the story of the outing....LOL... take a look peepz..

The start of the day... after the movie... in the middle of orchard road

Still in the middle of orchard road...

In paragon I think... can't remember... took too many photos... Zul super cute here.. dimples...

One of Zul's super nice smile... i love it...LOL

Stealing some of Dom's belgium choco ice-cream.. super nice... hehe

My reaction after the taste of belgium choco ice-cream! YUMMY! Faiz looks like he got a brain freeze... LOL

Zul smiling at the camera while Dom steals some of Zul's ice-cream... sneaky...LOL

Faiz thinking "Finish my ice-cream, wonder if Zul can share some of his?"

Hands off or i'll bite you!... wahaha!

So back to shopping after ice-cream ...

Faiz shop like crazy sia... bought so many things... -_-lll

Nice!

nice too!

Last shot before the bus home... LOL

So we took bus 5 home and i was super tired because i had when to the gym with Leslie and Jeff, then reach home by 1pm, bath and got ready by 1.45pm, meet the guys at the bus stop by 1.50pm, then got home at about 9.30-10pm like that...

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

People I come to hate the most...

2008-09-16T20:33:00.002+08:00

Things has been chaotic at home because of some stupid thinking, and selfish behaviour of certain people. I realise that although i should be understanding towards a sick person i really cannot tolerate that person anymore...I wish i can say this to them, but i think I'll get thrown out. "Don't expect more from me when i have already given my all. There is nothing more that i can offer and help with so just leave me alone and let me spent my holidays in peace."

Right now i am very thankful there is such things as BLOGGING, because i am at my limit and i can vent my frustrations on my blog. I don't really like to spill out the flaws of other people, i am the kind who will try my best to tolerate and bottle things up. I know its unhealthy and that i can explode anytime so a blog exist for me to empty it all in here.

A few days ago I really cannot tolerate my stupid parents anymore. I am really pissed off. They have been thinking that i am slacking at home doing nothing but sit in front of the computer all day long. I however, am cleaning up the home, washing the laundry, washing the dishes that some people are leaving behind... I am practically a maid at home. After my mom cooks, i have to clean the super messy kitchen and wash all the plates. And its not like i get help, no, i have to do it alone... After all the hard work i did, she complaints that i have not done my job. I can't see why she can't see a big difference in the room? messy before clean after??... and the worst is that she claims she has never seen me clean the house before! OMG! is she blind?? OMG! i am so fed up with her and the worst is that my dad is siding her! like what the fuck right! okies i am terribly sorry but i am very pissed off right now... They just love pushing me around! I am already on the verge of screaming at their faces and kicking their bloody ass! GOSH!!!

Then the worst came today, I am fasting and i just clean the house ( i mopped the house using a rag cos there's no mop at home ) and i was super tired and hungry, i felt like i just ran around the reservoir, my mum asked me to go down to buy rice. The super heavy rice! can't my dad go down and buy or my sister who is not fasting... My parents got super angry, they cut my allowance and refuse to cook for me so i have to use my own money to buy food. Some kind of parents huh?? No such parent would refuse to feed their child, heartless bitches... So tomorrow i am going to the market to plan me and my sister's dinner for a week... Luckily I am not broke... Fucking shit right my parents?? its like their brains has turn to shit over the years... ( sorry, very mad )

I realise that the people i hate the most are my family members because they are there to humiliate you, make you suffer so that they can achieve their own comfort, being selfish, treating you like dug and so on... You will never come to hate other people as much as your family. So why do i hate them so much its because they are family and they do those kind of things. To them, they know that you will forgive them no matter how big the crime is.
Then the people that i love the most in the world would be my family as well, why??
Its because for the past 18years, you come to bond and love them. They became a part of you that can never be removed. They are residing and living in you, if a day were to come where they disappear, you will feel a missing part inside. The times that we share in anger, sadness, joy and laughter, becomes an essential memory to carry on living.

Its frustrating right? They play with you emotions, and if i were to draw a chart, my emotions will be like a stock market. going up and down and very unstable...

Why can't they just see the other person next to them suffering? Stand and look, they are trying the very best they can and once in a while, pat their head and say well done. a simple gesture like that can make a person feel deeply content...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Fasting

2008-09-02T16:46:00.003+08:00

Fasting month starting yesterday and so begins my other plans... Been bored at home doing nothing but sit around in front of my computer and type all day if not watching Japanese dramas and somehow i am beginning to understand the language... Korean too... funny and weird right??

I'm at home all alone now because my parents and my sister are at the hospital attending a course. They spend the whole day there and its going to last for the whole week... Me all alone at home for a whole week... gosh...

Hmm, my book is coming along fine... i don't know how many pages i am going to write but yesterday i just deleted about 4pages of my work because i found it not according to my expectations.... writing is hard especially when you have very little experiences about the world.... Doing a few research on things before i begin writing again... and maybe rest, my head hurts a lot lately...

I am so lonely... wish my life was more exciting and interesting... be able to feel free at times, worried at times, loved at times, scared at times, indifferent at times, sad at times...
now, only loneliness...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
the grass is greener on the other side... which side??

Bad experience

2008-08-28T13:11:00.002+08:00

Maths was 'balance' hahah, it was neither hard nor too easy but manageable. Eunice forgot to bring her calculator but i really respect her because she manage to finish the paper with only mental calculation except for half of the last question. I really hope i can pass this paper and not take the sub paper. I really want to get maths done and over with and not repeat it again next semester.

Okie so on Friday i am going to have my science and food preparation and basic microbiological exam. Really scared but i am going to study hard to them.

So after the test, it rained to heavily and i can't go home because i'll get drench (my bus stop has no shelter and i forgot to bring umbrella and worst my wallet) So then i thought maybe i just run all the way home from my bus stop but that would be stupid right? Then Leslie ask me to go eat with him...( me no wallet ) and Leslie so kindly offer to help me pay first. He is so nice but i feel bad about it, but he was lonely so i said yes. LOL... we ate at century square food court. Ouh and Syahidah and Eunice part ways with us at the interchange, the later on we bumped into Eunice and Alex (Eunice's boyfriend). Hahah, so coincident right. LOL.... so they smoked, me stand there wait for them... Funny thing happen.... Different taste (those involved should know)

Okie, the most bad thing happen to me today when we were on the way home, me and leslie took bus 65 home from interchange and lets just say i am going to be on high alert whenever i am no bus 65 or 22 from interchange. There was a weirdo in that bus, OMG!!!
Okie lets just forget it.... -_-llll.... bad experience! omg, omg, omg, omg, omg.... i have a phobia now!

So that is that...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
currently feeling sad and scared...

A first for everything

2008-08-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

Went down to Marina Square today to have lunch at Soul Garden to celebrate Syuhada birthday. We ate, and ate, and ate and ate and ate... We just could not stop eating... We were so full! Then Surati, Atikah and Syuhada had a great idea... So we went to buy that secret thing and somehow it made all of them high...lol... it was funny but fun...
Okie a hint, the secret thing is in a box, starts with the letter C and people use it to relax and get the pressure off... Those who are thinking of something horny, then please stop! we are not that CRAZY! hahah....

So today I did some crazy things...

Then we went shopping and bought for Syuhada a present, a really cute present and i really hope she likes it a lot. We then went to eat again at Secret recipe and omg, i felt like i was 3 months pregnant... I was SO FULL! my vest was about to burst... LOL...

Okie, planing to study today but somehow went out...LOL...
after exams i am so going to relax and forget about everything... stress... studies OBC and SFP and a bit of BMIC the other day, only left with Maths which I so don't want to touch but can't... susah dulu, senang kemudian... thats what the malays always say.. so go for it!! LOL

Well that's all for today and update soon..

Simple sugarlicious
Aini

2008-08-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

Head spinning in circles and nose leaking like open tap, making me feel so terrible... Down with flu this morning but feeling much better now... Another day at home, went to the market today to buy some things then rest until evening then now blogging... Hmm, I think i made a fool out of myself today at the market...hahah, my nose was leaking and my hands were full, so... let you guess the rest... hahah... lets say its all green and wet... LOL... i stop and blow of course after i found my tissue which was about 4mins later and my gosh... its so watery... LOL... people were staring at me and i was like stare lah, never see someone having flu is it?? hahah.... let it leak man!! I don't bother! ( of course i did not do that but i wanted...)

So that's the exciting part of today and then nothing much happen except i had a fight with a thief (birds)... They enter my house stealing two garlic! and left a poopie! OMG! i wish i catch them and roast them! wahahah!

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

As usual....

2008-08-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

Sitting on my chair now, doing nothing but type on my blog... My dad will be saying are you sitting on an egg?? Haiz... nothing to do today but just sit around the house and do nothing but stare at the laptop. Bored at death, but what to do, its the weekends... Life would be far more interesting if there is someone to talk to...

My family went out to Parkway Parade today except for me cause i am just feeling too lazy. Not in the mood to go out or anything, waiting to rot at home... My dad bought a new phone because his wallet is thick and his cards have spiderwebs on it... If he had so much money to buy a new phone that he so do not need, he could have bought for me a MP5 of something, or give me money to buy my school textbook and knifes for next semester...OMG... anyways, BORED!

Just for info to those who are wondering how long i have been sitting in front of my laptop and not move at all, 8 hrs straight.... starting from 1pm till now... woke up at 11am and watch cartoon then had a long relaxing bath with my body scrub...wahahah, pamper myself... then in front of the computer... running a marathon here!...

I am so bored i dunno what to type in my blog...gosh... boring month... feeling a little emo... EMPTY!! sigh, sigh, sigh...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

PS, Happy 17th Birthday Jeffrey!! Have a great and joyous birthday, its not everyday you get to celebrate your 17th birthday... Once a year... enjoy dude!! PARTY! not legal yet okie, so keep off the things you know you should! cigarettes...etc... stay happie...

PSS, my book is going on fine... stuck actually... creative juice ran out... replenishing soon...
-_-llll

Time passes by fast

2008-08-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry i didn't update my blog for so long. Just feeling lazy recently and don't feel like doing any work. However my friends has been complaining that i did not update so here i am updating my blog.

Past few days i felt so lonely and a little depress about life. I think about it and seems that no matter how i try to look at it in a positive way, my life is empty. Friends are always around me, laughing and making so much fun but somehow the feeling of emptiness is just there. The weird feeling at the bottom of your heart that you just can't seem to be able to rid of. At first i thought that it was just indigestion or something but then it continued for weeks (3weeks le counting this week) so i conclude that i am feeling empty. Wasting my time everyday doing nothing but sit in front of my computer and watch dramas and surfing the net. Hmm, i think that is why the feeling just keeps building. Can someone tell me how to rid that emptiness feeling? Maybe drink some kind of toxic and all is gone or something. Sometimes i really can't stand the feeling, its so empty. Its like you hope for something and its not there, you wish someone was there for you but he's not, hoping that the day will go easy on you but the world just turn its back on you. Maybe its the start of depression? -_-lll

I am currently writing a book to fill up the empty feeling and hoping it might cure it. It seems to work because my mind is focusing on the book and not the feeling. So lets just hope its stays that way...

Everyone is doing fine on the outside but i know that they are facing problems on their own. I don't know how to cheer them up but to just say keep fighting and break through the darkness and soon light will emerge. So for those who are sad and feel like giving up, don't! cause i am fighting too and it gives you no reason to give up without fighting! Lets all break through and find that glimmer of hope...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
A step at a time...

Shoes!!

2008-07-28T21:07:00.002+08:00

SHOES

I want to thank Zul for giving me a pair of hand made shoes. I really love it so much and i will treasure it a lot because i really love shoes and its the only one in the world so i love it. Of all the present I've gotten, this has to be the best. Its so unique lah, even my mum likes it. Hahah... I really like shoes and no mater who it is from, or how cheap, or expensive, or too small, or too big, i will love it. Leslie, Eunice, Kendrick, Jeffrey and Wei Kang also got me a pair of shoes and I also love it! Hahah, i always wanted a pointed flats and they read my mind..hahah... THANK YOU SO MUCH! i will really appreciate all the presents that they've gotten for me! THANK YOU

The reason i really love shoes because i find shoes really beautiful. Shoes are easy for me because no one can say that your feet is too fat for that shoe or your feet is so ugly. The right pair can really make you look beautiful. Its really hard to find the correct pair because if you buy the wrong kind of shoe, you are so going to hurt your legs.

Shoes can also be related to friends, find the right kind of friend (shoe) then they won't hurt you. Its really hard to find the right kind of friends, so friends can make you feel happy and beautiful and some friends can be sucky at times just like shoes, shoes can be bitchy sometimes too you know, they can bite you. When you go shopping and you wear the wrong kind of shoes then you are so dead! Just like friends, find the right one to go shopping with you, the ones that will buy and shop with you and not drag you down...LOL... I can relate a lot of life to shoes, pictures too...

Opps, i think i am making a philosophy... hahah... i can be boring at times... I love to observe and think a lot and imagine a lot...hahah... just like my dad... LOL...

Okies2, if you want to know more about shoes, come find me... I can help you...LOL... BTW, I have too many shoes le, my mum is angry at me, the whole shoe cabinet is full of my heels and shoes...LOL

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Soul Garden...woohoo!!

2008-07-25T12:33:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, Zul, Me, Hairul and Grace went to Soul Garden to celebrate Grace's Birthday that is this coming Wednesday. Grace paid for the whole meal and Thank You so much Grace. If it wasn't for her, i would have not gotten the chance to eat there. We ate, and ate and ate and ate and ate so much! The funny thing was, Zul could not eat anymore but i could actually eat more! I was so hungry that day and ate so much. Our table was like cramp with all the empty plates. We eat chicken, beef, crab sticks, KIMCHI!!, prawn, rice, spaghetti, fish cakes, cabbage, ice cream, cake, satay, and so many more!! OMG!!! I was eating non-stop and the very funny thing was that I did not gain weight maybe because we went to the play ground later to play and the next day i went out the whole day so maybe i lost some weight there. hahah, It was super fun... no words could describe the fun so let the pictures tell the story....

Hairul and Zul bbq chicken

Me and Grace eating nugget

Grace and Zul, so sweet! hahah

Our messy table with half of the plates, the waiter took away half...

Me and Hairul, LOL!

Grace getting angry... waiting for the guys at the toilet... so long...LOL

Hairul as SPIDERMAN!

Grace at the swing... we let her go and round she goes... we left her there...LOL

Next was Zul... dizzy....

Hairul's turn... He looks cool lah... hahah

That's me... Dizzy after that....

Zul and me going home...sad...

One last group pic before we depart...sad

So that's how the day started and end... Time flies really fast and it waits for no one... I miss Grace liao! Grace!! I miss Hairul too!! i meet zul almost everyday so i don't miss him... (jelak) LOL... Joking ZUL!! hahah.... okies update soon

Simple Sugarlicious

Aini

Boring but relax

2008-07-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

Today was a relaxing day for me, i had nothing to do so i clean up my room, did a little studying and organise my notes. I was suppose to go to a barbeque party at Pasir Ris park but my mum did not allow because she complaint i am rarely at home. She is so making up stories, did not go out the last 2 weekends and i am so bored... i should be feeling angry at her but somehow i am not because i think thanks to my mum i get to rest at home and relax and do somethings that i had been putting off for so long.

Organise my notes, did a little bit to studying and then clean up my room which i had so promise to do for weeks but been putting it off. Glad i did it today, i guess i was feeling a little too hardworking today, heheh, i sort of have that kind of habit...

Ouh, I forgot, i need to vent a little of my anger on today's post. Yesterday while i was having my afternoon nap because i was soooo exhausted, Ms Lee from CSAS2 called me and woke me up because she was worried about the stupid presentation! This is what she said...( i'll make it as short as possible... )

Lee : Hello Aini? I have been trying to call you, are you still in school?
Me: Hi?? (sleepy...yawn...)
Lee: Hi, are you still in school??
Me: No, i am at home ALREADY...( emphasis on already)
Lee: Ouh I see, hmmmmmmmmm,
Me: Yes???
Lee: the class did not submit the hard copies for the presentation...
Me: Ouh, they did not??!!!! ( -_-lllll!!!!!! )
Lee: Yes, I did not receive even one (sounding bitchy but nice)
Me: Well, i don't know anything
Lee: I thought I told everyone to submit the hard copies?
Me: I really don't know (sounding irritated... depriving me from sleep)
Lee: Yes! even you did not submit it. ( angry)
Me: arh.... sorry...( somehow lips heavy to say )
Me: I really don't know why the class did not submit the copies.
( I really don't give a damn!...) ( my mind was saying put down the phone but my heart says, don't lah...)
Lee: Okie, if that is how your class wants to behave... I thought that i inform everyone and well okie then...
Me: OKIEEEE..... ( lecturing me for WHAT?? )
Lee: (silent....)
Me: ( silent... is she dead???... maybe i can pretend to not get reception...but then again, she will call again...-_-lll)
Lee: Well okie then, hmmmm
Me: Yesh?? ( shit lah, when can it end.. SLEEP!!!)
Lee: Aini can you inform the class to bring the hard copies on monday and the outlines printed and not written please...
Me: ( silent, PLEASE?? no need say, you bitch!)
Lee: Ouh, one more thing.
Me: (silent, MORE?? WHAT!!!!! OMG!!!! WHAT DO I OWE YOU?!!)
Lee: I also remember informing the class to redo their presentations because they have mistakes. ( sweet voice )
Me: (pissed off, no more nice aini) NO! i don't REALLY remember you telling the class that especially me because you asked me to stop half way through my presentations and when the others was doing their slides i WASN'T in class i was outside and thus I don't know anything about the RE-DO???
Lee: Ouh, okie, well then can you ask the class to hand it it next week and the presentation is next week and how can they not hand in all the materials?? ( pissed but still nice tone )
Me: ouh
Lee: Yes, I am worried about them.
Me: ouh
Lee: I return all the notes back for you to have guidelines
Me: Ouh ( half asleep liao )
Lee: okie then....
Me : (wake up, ending liao...yay!)
Lee: so aini, remind the class about the presentations and the outlines and the hard copies
Me: OKIES! ( pissed off, put the bloody phone down bitch!)
Lee: Okie, sorry to bother you, you have been a great help Aini ( bitchy voice)
Me: (pissed) Your welcome, bye... tut.... ( off )

OMG! I was so scared that she would continue after saying thank you that i quickly said welcome and cut the call and then switch off my phone...OMG!!! What did I do to deserve such irritating teachers?? OMG!!! she is so horrible, she looks nice and speaks nicely but somehow deep inside she is a big bitch and an irritating hag!
After that conversation I could not sleep... Thanks to her!

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Garfield and Odie! hafahafa...

2008-07-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today I am feeling a little too happy and for some reason I don't know why? Maybe it was because i had a great weekend or maybe it was just mood swings. Leslie and Jeffrey was so irritating today! Firstly Jeffrey called me a pinkish white pig because i was wearing all pink and white today, then Leslie here called Garfield because i sort of look the same as Garfield on certain expressions. I was so irritated by them! OMG! they really love to bully me! Well i got some revenge too, i can pinch people really hard, hahah, Jeffrey got the worst from me and Leslie got combo punch from me, hahah.... today i was a little to violent.... hopefully they don't get too angry. hahah.... today was fun but a little too sad....

Ouh then on the way home, ( everyone went to take the safra bus stop, leaving me all by my self ) i saw my neighbour on a wheelchair. He seems like he had stroke, and i noticed that for some weeks i didn't see him around. Maybe it was because he was at the hospital recovering. I was shocked to see that he was unwell but thankful that he is still around to see another sunrise and sunset. ( Although we are not close, i feel sorry for him ) This is to show how precious and unexpected life can be. One minute you can be walking, talking, feeling, tasting, smelling and the next motionless and senseless as a vegetable.

To be truth, I have a lot of fears and one of them is to die before i accomplish my goals and dreams. I sometime wander if i will ever wake up the next morning, or be able to walk on earth another day. Life is so unexpected and we should cherish the day we are still alive. The day when you realise that your back feels cold and muddy because you are under soil, and then you try to move your fingers that you were so accustoms to before cannot be move again, moving your lips was as hard as moving a big rock and you feel that there is no longer any heart beat. To actually realise that you are dead ( if you can realise that ) is so scary because you die alone and no one else can accompany you ( unless you die together and bury together than that's a different story ) death will not be scary if you know you die together with someone you love and that you have a vip ticket to heaven. Then, i am willing to die without any fears or regrets.

"Fears can be overcome" that's what my teacher advise me, however this fear of mine cannot be overcome until I reach the state where i accept terms and conditions of death. One of the terms are the unexpected or the surprise of death...
Somehow, they ( as in the maker ) find it amusing to make death a surprise...
imagine you wake up and
the angles says "surprise, welcome to heaven. Are you happy??" then they pop the popper and bring out a cake... woohoo, how nice...-_-lll
or maybe
the devils says " Welcome suckers, your in hell and here are your chains and VIP card to the burning fires of hell" then they bring you to a place where souls are torture...OMG!!!!

It will be funny in a comedy if you think about it, Mr bean as the devil, he is wearing a red suit with horns on his head and holding red feathered pen and checking the names of victims... its funny... okie, i just make a stupid joke out of my fears....-_-lll

okies i think I'll stop here with the hell jokes and fears... i might scare you guys... sry

Simply sugarlicious
Aini

Pizza day!!

2008-07-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

Ms Choo gave us a treat on Wednesday....PIZZA!! woohoo... she ordered seafood delight and hawaiian pizza. It was so delicious lah... here are are pictures... a picture shows a thousand words....hahah....

Yummy pizza!!

Chitty chat while eating... Don't choke...

OMG! look at Wei kang, he must be HUNGRY!

Jeffrey says "Jamilah don't drool lah!... "

Canadian Pizza 2 for 1... hehe

Ms Choo, having the honor of eating the first piece. Hehe...

Okie after that we went off to class feeling all full and bloated... exercising for the next 2weeks, pizza have a lot of carbohydrates and FATS! i don't need extra fats...

Ouh i also forgot, the class bought for me a piece of cake from ITAS, thanks all... a bit embarrassing but i appreciate it all. Thank you...

Jeffrey went to queue for Yoga and Jade tickets because they are coming over to TP on the 17 of July and omg there was such a long queue! i accompany him there with Eunice and gosh the line was super long, it stretchs from the Library all the way till Applied Science school. hahah, Yoga and Jade must be very popular! I want to go too but jeffrey needs the tickets so i gave them to him... sads...

Okie then update later...

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Marvolous Monday

2008-07-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today somehow turn out to be a great day, i decided to take bus 22 to school and walk near the reservoir and it was such a great view and so refreshing. There were nice cooling breeze and everyone there was in a relaxing mood. I totally felt the great aura there. i think every morning i will take 22 to school, a great morning exercise and maybe i can loss some weight. LOL...

I got to school early and then it was BMIC lab, it was kinda fun because we did the experiment and then slack in class... LOL... we talked about cockroaches and it was super funny, cannot say who is scared of them but those reading this, you know who you are... hahah....

After that in the afternoon during maths lecture, Jeffrey suddenly become so childish and funny. He started to make jokes and stuff like that, and then i told him something smell bad in the lecture room like someone farted and out of no where Jeffrey lift his armpit and smell it. OMG! then Wei kang said that Jeffrey armpit has armpit juice. And Jeffrey retaliate and said its not juice its armpit syrup because concentrated...OMG!!! Jeffrey totally made the day worth it man. LOL.... Monday Blues no more...hahah... super hilarious, i laugh till my stomach hurts...

Ouh, i almost forgot... Jeffrey and I just realise that Leslie not only attracts girls, he also attracts guys... hahah... Jeffrey is like totally jealous...
Jeffrey said " Leslie you killer sia, you kill girls and now guys also look at you... wah..."
i was like standing there and observing and sure enough some guys were staring at Leslie (some girls too)...LOL... he must be good looking to attract both sex...hahah.... (just joking lele)

okie lah, gotta stop here, wanna go sleep... too tired lah.... update soon...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini
(3 more days hehe)

So many Birthdays... LOL

2008-07-01T21:05:00.002+08:00

Last 30th June was Faiz birthday and he is going off to Vietnam on the 3rd of July and i will miss him a lot! I bought him a present which he picked and he knows the price...LOL, well as long as he likes it i am fine with it. Going to miss him a lot, when he is not here, i will feel like something is missing. Hopefully the 3months that he is gone will fly pass by and soon he will be back...

Well today is Leslie birthday and we got him a birthday card which i made and a fountain pen which he likes it. His handwriting is so cursive that the pen suits him a lot... I gave him a body shop item, hope he likes it.

Tomorrow Faiz will be going to Vietnam and his flight will be at 3pm but he has to reach by 1pm. I don't know if i can make it cause i have BMIC and i really can't miss BMIC... I don't know if i can skip and go see him off for a while. Still haven't decide, i am scared that i will get into trouble for it and won't be able to come back on time for my BMIC tutorial. So scared!!!... wish me luck tomorrow that Dr Lee will not notice my disappearance... and reappearance during tutorial...

Oh my gosh i almost forgot, yesterday at 11.55pm, the MUTTONS from 98.7fm called me because i sent in a request to call Leslie the birthday boy and they did. However Leslie did not pick up the call and so the plan had failed. OMG! waste... i wanted to scare Leslie on the radio, but he never pick up his phone because he left it at home...( he was out celebrating with his friends at the pub i think... legal you see...) so sad by it lah, but never mind, i will do it for the next birthday person. LOL... beware of AINI...wahahah....

Today when Eunice and I reached school, we called uncle lele and see if he is coming to school because we want to give him his present and then suddenly out of no where Leslie came and said "I am behind you"
OMG! i screamed and jump to a corner! he scared the hell out of me... Shocked out of my socks... Lele never fails to scare me time and again, first was the loud sneeze then the scare from behind, next?? i think if he does that again i am so going to have a heart attack and faint...OMG! i have a weak heart, don't do it....

Okie then during lunch break, Jamilah, Eunice and I went for a charity drive at school its call a Skip for a Good Cost. if you skip 10times, you will donate a bowl of rice to the needy, that's easy right...( that was what i thought )
For someone like me who has not skip for a very very very long time and has not exercise for a very very very long time please don't try and 'yaya kelapa'... i was so exhausted and sweaty, but i did 300, then Jeffrey took over and did it backward so it became 200+...omg... waste my effort...
i got a very very very big blister from the jump and omg i hurts a lot. The whole thick skin of my toe came off leaving a big deep skin less red coloured wound... mummy!! pain!! I went home and clean my blister the size of china...
The skin that was peeling off was actually very thick and it stick back to the blister so i had to pull it off and cut it... Gosh, it hurt like hell! there were dirt on the blister and i tried to clean it but failed...so never mind...

Today seems like a very painful day full of shock and wounds... hahah, but its all worth it if you are doing it for a good cost. LOL

Okie then i will update soon

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Like I have predicted...

2008-06-23T21:35:00.004+08:00

Like I have predicted yesterday or so had a nightmare, today is officially my worst day of the entire month! I don't know why its such a bad luck day. OMG!... Why is such things happening to me...so depressed by the fact that i failed my maths stats because i did a careless mistake for a 2marks question which then causes the whole 10mark question to be totally wrong!! OMG!!! I feel like a truck loaded with shit just hit me and its all over my head... That's how horrible i feel, I am such a idiot... -_-lll ...

Well, that's the most depressing thing that ever happen to me this year other than 'the event' that happen earlier this year... my gosh... can it get any worst?? i hope not because if it does get any worst this whole week, i am so going to... (don't get me started)... going to pray so that my life does not go the opposite direction.

When such terrible things happen to you, you will wish like you were never born...and when this feeling arises the most you could ever hope for is that someone close to you could comfort you and make all the sadness and shame just disappear. No such person exsist in my life so far however you could only count to be happy for the next best person or people in your life and those people are my friends. Zul, comfort me and said that i should try harder for the next paper and not give up...I really thank him for that... my classmates said the same thing too to me and so i am thankful too because no matter how small the way of comfort is, it all matter. It makes the person feel like they are not alone and that people around you cares. So i want to thank them alot. Thank you... I really feel very depressed today and small words of comfort really makes my heart feel lighter and brighter.

THANK YOU!

Eunice, Wei Kang, Jeffrey, Kendrick, Leslie and so many others made me laugh today especially Leslie who gave me the shock of my life when he sneeze so loudly that made me jump and hug Wei Kang. Then he burp in class loudly too... LOL... super funny...
To all of my friends who are sick and sneezing all day and having flu, take care okies and drink lots of water and eat medication... Get well soon!

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Thank you to all...

End Of Holidays...

2008-06-22T17:16:00.004+08:00

Well, today is Sunday and its the last day of my holiday... Holiday seems like it just flew by and then i realise that i have not done a few things that i had planned to do, but i can always push it back... haiz, i got depressed the other day because a guy called me and said that i have failed my maths stats and wonder if i want to have tuition with him and some others who fail maths too. OMG! Just the kind of thing to ruin the rest of my holidays. Now i am super sad... I FAILED MY FREAKING MATHS! Gosh... -_-lll

Okie, lets not talk about maths, tomorrow i have my impromptu speech test and i don't know what to study. Its mostly about making a presentation with only 5mins of preparation and i think i am so going to blow it. Wish me luck for it because if i don't pass this speech test i am not going to pass CSAS2 and its practically English for goodness sake... Scared out of my wits, but i think i can survive, if i keep my nerve.

I think tomorrow we all are going to get back our test papers so i better brace myself because i have a feeling deep down that i am going to be depress the whole day tomorrow. You know the kind of feeling you get deep down your stomach or your heart, that tells you something might go wrong. Well, that's the feeling now...

Please!! may tomorrow NOT be the worst day of the month. I don't want to be depress because a depress Aini is the least anyone would want in class tomorrow. I can be very nasty if i get depress or angry... however i will try not to be depress. So don't run away when you see me okies. SAD!!! people cheer me up please... -_-lll

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Wackie Day...

2008-06-19T22:27:00.006+08:00

Food and Culture project was boring at first but towards the end it was fun... Meet up the Lielie, Eunice, Kang2, Jeff2 and Ken2 today to do out FNC project which should be done long ago since it was kinda easy...(okie, i lied)...

So, all of them don't know about me and my new hair so the first person to give me the shocked face was Eunice because i met her in the bus. LOL... She scream " You cut your hair!!" and then i smile, its nice make people shocked and slowly recovering from it. Its fun, I am evil, I know.... hahah....

Then next was the guys... well, they really did not do anything at all, i was like they already know...hahah... spoiler... pretend to get shocked would be nice too... -_-lll... Leslie was nice, he came in the project room and said " Ouh, i saw your hair on your blog." then i thought to myself, so fast arh he check my blog, it was like late last night i posted it and he saw it liao! so fast... -_-lll i know i don't post the blog...LOL... I love EUNICE! she gave the most satisfying reaction... LOL...

Okie, Jeff2 came late for project and by the time he came we were like finishing with everything... -_-lll... so after the end of the project we took PICTURES with my laptop camera... yay!! i found out how to use the camera on my laptop...LoL... Let the pictures tell the story of wackie LESLIE... super hilarious lah...

Leslie suddenly did it when i snap... LoL...Eunice so pretty lah!

Leslie...lost of words...

Cannot breath, too funny!!... Look at Jeff...

Kawaii!! -_-lll...

So that's all the funny picture we take at the library, so hilarious lah. Leslie was like lets make funny faces and Eunice said lets do the 1,2,3,and 4 pose...LOL... Lame but FUN! should take more... hehe... update more soon

simply sugarlicious

Aini

Tak PeRlu... No Need...

2008-06-18T20:42:00.005+08:00

Escape from home today with my girl friends to marina square and bugis to shop. We wanted to watch a movie but due to $$ we decided to go window shopping... hahah... I am glad we did that, it was so much better than sitting in the cinema eating popcorn and watching something I already watch (Don't mess with the Zohan).

Meeting the girls was hilarious, each of them gave me a "OMG AINI! you CHANGE!" face... it was fun getting all the surprise looks from them, it was a nice change because they always give me surprises but now i gave them the surprise. Iffa gave the most exaggerated shocked face ever. I so LOVE her for that, and iffa too had change, she cut her hair into a very cute style, LOVE IT!... it looks good on her...

So we reached marina and i was HUNGRY as usual....We ate at Long John again as usual too, I don't know why but every time i go out with them we always eat there its like a must eat place. We chat about everything, and you know if girls sit around a table eating there has to be story telling of each other....LOL... You don't get to see girls sitting quietly around a table, they will make as much noise as possible to tell guys that they are there...LOL... then we went shopping and as usual i get to buy a lot of things! LOL... YAY! i love shopping... ( i get to buy my favourite shoe that i have been eyeing for so long...)

The best part of our outing was that we went to Swensens and had ice-cream. We chat and took lots of photos...Yay... another hobby of mine... Iffa was the lead model, she took as much photos of herself than anyone. Now my phone has a lot of her cute photos. LOL... so let the photos tell the story...

That's me and Iffa... there's more iffa...

That's Iffa again with her button nose

That's Atikah, she is in TP too... act cute..LOL... Irritating...=D

This is Surati, she super shy lah...

Ouh, here is Iffa again...LOL... Atikah looks funny here....

This is cookies and cream milk shake... Surati ordered this... Nice i think...

This one look delicious, Atikah and her chocoholic...

Cookie Summit is MINE!!

That's me... I look fatty... LOL...

This are my beautiful heels... LOVE THEM!

And so they day ended with my shoes... Its was fun and Iffa was so irritating and funny, she keep saying "tak peRlu" all day... OMG, it was driving me up the wall... But i had so much fun, miss them alot... I really miss syuhada too, she could not make it today because she has work, hopefully I can meet her some other day when she is free and we all can have lunch or dinner together....

Till then....

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Twist and turns... better last...

2008-06-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday I went to watch Kungfu Panda again with my brother and sister-in-law and my sister. Omg, the movie was so awesome that i had to watch the second time... hahah.... I love the Wushu Finger Hold... LOL...

After that back at home doing nothing but slacked all day long, i think i am expanding... soon, i can't fit through the door... LOL... just joking... I think everyone will be shocked when they see me back in school.... OMG!... Zul told me to take a picture of their shocked faces...LOL.... mean but hilarious...hahah....

Meet up with Zul today, went to Kedai/Pasar.... Shop and go somewhere... cannot tell if not blow the surprise... so tomorrow Iffa, Surati and Atikah will be the 2nd people to get shocked followed but Leslie, Eunice, Weikang , kendrick and Jeffrey... Look forward to it... wahahah...

Going out with Iffa, Surati and Atikah tomorrow to Marina Square or Bugis to watch movie then shop i think... if shopping i wanna but the boyfriend shirt... or long dress... hahah.... I WANT BUY... so long i had waited to buy lah.... Confused on what to watch though... I have already watch kungfu panda twicce not going to happen thrice... wasting my money... and the tickets ain't cheap unless someone wants to pay for my tickets then its okie...LOL...(thick-skin right but who knows...maybe it'll happen) looking forward to tomorrow but hopefully its going to be a fun day...

After tomorrow i have to go and study because i have major test on Monday. CSAS2 impromptu speech test... OMG... Stress again... i can see white hair growing... Soon grandma Aini will come to classes to study BCS... Then while talking i can fall asleep or worst, my teeth comes off...LOL... Picture that.... LOL.... okies, tummyache....

Well i think i will end her today, tomorrow i will put in more pictures so that my blog is not so boring....LOL....

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

WuShu Finger Hold!

2008-06-13T20:36:00.005+08:00

Woohoo! yesterday i went shopping with Zul, Dominic and Faiz! Yeah!! We went to watch Kungfu Panda and I tell you it is a must watch movie because it is super hilarious! We went to Bugis to watch at Shaw and the ticket only cost $7 on weekdays, yeah! LOL.... The movie was so great that i laugh till tears came. LOL. Its that funny!
Anyone who wants to watch it and no one to go with ask me along okies, i want to watch it again! LOL...

After the movie we went shopping! my favourite hobby! and with Zul and Faiz along, shopping can never be as fun without them!
Zul- "OMG Aini, you have to buy this dress! so cute lah!"
Faiz- "OMG Aini, this dress looks like..."
Zul and Faiz "Gwen Stefani's music video dress! Omg, just buy!"
Me- Giving them the 'WHAT, are you sure??' look.....

LOL, they actually persuade me to buy that dress... hahah...then we went to body shop to buy item. I went in to buy a facial blotter at body shop and got out spending $55.65 on a lot of items including a nice body polish for Zul. ( Which by the way, he and faiz was like so noisy in the shop, so MALU! omg, LOL... they were like trying on lip balm and licking their lips... gosh, but cute... hahah)

After shopping we went to eat then take a lot of pictures! Let the photo's tell it all...

We ate at the coffee shop behind Bugis. Its call Liang Shia Street i think...LOL

Thats Zul after eating, inspired i think??

Me and Zul at Kinokuniya, Zul so cute... LOL

This picture make me look so Short, Dom bend down a little....-_-lll

Me and Faiz.... Same red tshirt again...LOL

Zul and bagel, yummy

Me and Bun... Looks like my fatty cheeks...Hahah...

Zul and Po... so happy...

After that we went to Tampines Mall Toy'R'Us to check out the kungfu panda bag and its so cute lah but too expensive... hahah... zul loved it so much... hahah.... then we went home... time just fly by so fast when your having fun... not fair! lets go out again! hahah.... this time i will leave my atm card or any other card behind, so i don't need to buy things.. hahah... i need a leash and a cage! hahah....

Simply Sugarlicious

Aini

Chocolate Recipe for Chocolate lovers....

2008-06-11T14:04:00.002+08:00

Hey there, I promise to add in some recipes inside my blog so that readers can try interesting dishes or deserts. So the first desert that i will share is,

Unique Chocolate bar

Ingredients
Cooking chocolate bar ( you can use white, dark, or milk or both if you want)
2 teasp of oil
Marshmallow ( any kind that you like and it must be small )
Hazelnuts or almonds ( optional )
Raisins ( optional or replace with jellybeans )
Cherries (optional )

Equipments
1 Sauce pan (large)
1 Sauce pan (smaller)
wooden spoon
baking tray line with baking paper
mixing bowl
paper cups (optional)

Methods
1) Heat up the oven at 150'C before putting in your almonds or hazelnuts to roast if you are using it. Roast it for about 15mins or until it is crispy. Then cool it down.
2) Put the smaller sauce pan into the bigger sauce pan and pour water into the lager sauce pan making it a double boiler. This ensures that the chocolate does not BURN! this is very important, you don't want to eat burn chocolate.
3) Chop up the cooking chocolate into smaller pieces so that it melts faster and put it into the double boiler (smaller sauce pan) and 2 teasp of oil.
4) Heat up the double boiler and keep stirring the chocolate slowly until the chocolate is smooth. Then switch off the heat.
5) Arrange randomly the marshmallows, hazelnuts or almonds, raisins, jellybeans, and cherries on the baking pan that is already line with baking paper. The thinner the baking pan the better but ensure that the pan is thicker than your marshmallow so that it covers the whole marshmallows. Pour the chocolate over the ingredients. ( ensure that if you are using a big baking pan then melt a lot of chocolate. Size and weight varies accordingly)
Then put it into the fridge to cool for about 3hours depending on individual fridge. Or until the chocolate sets.
6) After the chocolate set about 1/3 of its hardness, test by poking a toothpick into one corner of the chocolate and if it is hard enough to cut, cut it into any size you like, small square (easy) triangles ( a little harder) or fingers (optional) Use your creativity on it. Then fridge it further until hard.
7) Keep it in an air tight container in the fridge so that the chocolate does not have that smelly fridge smell fridge always have. Sever to guest or eat when you feel chocoholic.

2nd methods
Follow methods 1 till 4.
5) arrange paper cups on the baking tray line with baking paper.
6) Put in marshmallow and other ingredients into the the paper cups ensure that each paper cup does not contain too much marshmallow, jellybeans, nuts or cherries. Too much might overflow and spoil the taste.
7) Pour the hot melted chocolate into the paper cups using a ladle or a spoon be careful not to spill any. ( Don't waste)
8) fridge for 3hours or more depending on the fridge.

if you use white and milk chocolate pour half milk chocolate into the baking pan or the paper cup then pour in half of the white chocolate. Use a toothpick or a satay stick to create a pattern in it. Be creative and have fun making the chocolate.

Mums and kids should do it together because its bonds them. Couples can do it too. Its a lot of fun and a great way to relax and bond. Chocolate is everything. Hahah...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Stuck At Home... Save ME!

2008-06-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

Hey, Its been awhile since i blog in. Stuck at home with nothing much to do. Except trying not to keep eating and stuffing my face. hahah, when i am bored, i eat and when i eat a lot, i gain weight so when school starts i think i will be twice the size i was before school holidays. OMG! yesterday i ate dinner, a big dinner for a long time i don't really know why i ate dinner but i know that i was so hungry (although i had a big lunch) so i ate and ate and ate and ate. Gosh! Then i regretted eating dinner because i cannot sleep until 12+ am onwards. Its a habit, i don't usually eat dinner but sometimes you just can't control. I blame my mum because she cooked my favourite dish yesterday, Curry Beef! why must she cook so nice everyday. I think she wants me to be fatty, HMPH! and you know what is funny about me gaining weight, i promise my friends that i will lose weight during the holidays, LOL! hahah. So this is the negative side of the gaining weight problem

The positive side is that i think i cannot expand anymore. LOL, your body can only expand to a certain size, anymore and you will explode! hahah, i heard that from another friends. LOL. Its a form of comfort i think. But its funny to hear that from a skinny friend. i think she wants me to gain more so she looks thinner. hahah...

Okie here is another comfort, would it be better to hug a whole tree than just a twig. I think guys would like to hug a tree than a twig. Too THIN! hug a tree where it feels like hugging a teddy bear or something. Hahah...

Today my mum is cooking porridge with salted vegetables and beef and steamed fish i think. Yummy! something that does not contain too much calories. Wee! LOL

Okies i think i will stop here now... update later

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Finally The Holidays!

2008-06-07T12:33:00.003+08:00

YES! Finally it is the holidays and I can relax and watch as much videos as I want. Hahah, Don't get me wrong, I mean Taiwan, Korean and Japanese Dramas not some stupid comical videos. hahah. The other two days I could not blog because I was too tired from studying, I studied till about 1-2am in the morning, I wan dead tired. Maths was horrible but i survive it, CASAS2 was okie until I realise I forgot to do a 20marks questions. OMG! I think I am going to fail both maths and CSAS2. F&C, BMIC, SFP and OBC will be fine I think, most likely I can make it thorough nevertheless pray for me to pass. HAHAH...

This holiday, i am going to make full use of it and first of all i am going shopping and watching all the movies i had miss because of the exam week. gosh, Kungfu Panda, Narnia and so much more here i come. Hahah, so if there is anyone who wants to go out with me and please do, ask me along okies, i really want to go shooping till i drop. Leslie and Eunice won't allow me to shop because i can sometimes be a shopperholic. LOL, they say they will put me on a leash and in a cage so that i cannot go shopping. EVIL! hahah. Anyways i think its for my own good. hahah, but this holiday not leash and cage can keep me away from shopping. Wahahah!

Okie, this morning I woke up at about 8am (which by the way is very early on a weekend) because my parents want to go out for breakfast and ask me along. We went to Liang Siah Street near bugis there and i tell you the Lor Mee and Mee Pok ( sry don't know how to spell) is delicious. I always go there often with friends and family to eat no matter when but the coffee shop closes on every consecutive Sundays. So if you don't know which Sunday it is then go on a Saturday. LOL... So this morning i drag myself to the toilet and get ready for a breakfast I always eat. So tired! going to nap in the late afternoon later... wahahah....

Okies, for advertising, anyone who wants to go out with me on monday? I want to go and watch movie at Bugis and then go shopping... Anyone wants to follow me contact me at 98420181... hahah...
Next one is that I was planing to put up a few recipes in my blog and i was wandering if anyone will try out or want to get the recipes because I have some really good recipes. I will put some pictures of the dish if it is possible so that you can see how the end product is. Hmm, if there are people who wants to see the recipes then write it down on the tag okies, then i will design a special area for the recipes to be in. hahah...

Hmm, i think thats all, nothing much to write down in here today because nothing special happen. I wander what is Eunice doing in camp right now?? maybe playing so ice breaking games. Hahah.... then Wei kang, and Jeffret most likely be playing games and Leslie maybe is out shopping or catching up with some of his friends. He is so busy you know just like my Miss Eunice here. if you want to go out with her, you have to 'book' her 2 weeks in advance. I am not joking. hahah...

i think i will end it here today, want to watch my favourite Korean drama recently "The Legend" LOL, update soon okies and Zul, call me if you want to go out okies... LOL

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Organic Biological Chemistry and frozen....

2008-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

WooHoo, 2 papers down and 4 more to go... oh no!... tomorrow i have maths stat and communication studies. I am dead, especially maths because i am just not a maths person. Numbers, formulas and graphs are just not my thing man. Haiz..... someone please save me, i did a lot of revision today and my brain feels like a huge hammer just hit it. OMG... CSAS2 will be even worst, 2hrs in the lecture hall and we are just doing ENGLISH.... Why the hell do we need 2hrs for ENGLISH?? okie i know that there will be a long, long, long, long passage and PowerPoint slides to fill in, but 1hr and 1/2 would be enough right??... 'O' levels English is not that long... ish ish ish.... okie people reading my blog PLEASE wish me the very very good luck cause maths might kill me within 15mins into it.

Okies, about today, hmm Organic Biological Chemistry(OBC) is not that bad. I was able to do all the question although i was hitting my head because i could not remember some of the things i ought to remember. ( I have Short Term Memory, meaning i can only retain info for a short while). Then about 5mins left in the test, i check through my paper and then i saw that i had missed out one 4mark question! OMG, no time to do.... i panic and then i drop my pen, then i grab my pen again(the only one i had at that time) then i read the question and wrote down 'Compound F' then the teacher said "Pens down, hand in the papers!"
ARGH!!! OMG!!! i started swearing myself softly, omg, how can i forgot that question, actually not forgot, skipped that question! OMG!! someone please KNOCK my HEAD
I cannot believe it man, i lost 4marks just like that... -_-llll
Okie after that Leslie turn around and scold me because I was too noisy and i kept dropping my calculator, pen, pencil and eraser. Hahah, sorry Leslie... he became the victim, the one who had to pick up my stationary every time it fell. hahah, sorry...
Then Eunice scold me too, because my pen was making to much noise when i erase my paper...hahah... sorry... hahah... the reason i was noisy during the test was that i was freezing and shaking and breathing hardly due to the cold. The lecture hall was to cold i can keep raw beef in it and it will froze. Its that cold! For the info, Eunice had her jacket and she was not shaking like i was and Leslie was also noisy, not me only... why scold me??... hahaha.... someone got their paper confiscated and they got 0, i think they might have to take the sub-paper at the end of the semester. Well good luck...

Okie, now i want to complain on my blog about LESLIE, EUNICE, JEFFERY, and WEI KANG. The reason i am complaining is that they all LOVE, and i really mean LOVE to disturb and irritated me. They laugh at everything i do, like if i hit Jeffery, they laugh, if i say 'liao' they laugh, i fall down on the stairs, they laugh and say i can still save the kerepek pedas i wan eating (not telling you all where i fell at... but if you want to know the full details ask the people i list above...LOL) People am i that comical, -_-lll, lielie and nicenice later i call u that in public then you know... LOL okies i think i am done complaining (actually I don't mind them laughing at me, LOL, just want to complain... hahah...

Ouh, I almost forgot, today at the library We ( Eunice, Jeffery, Leslie and me) say someone revealing her butt crack... omg... i was so big and horrible... omg... girls please if you are sitting check your back because its not a pretty sight to see your butt crack. Its so funny and disgusting, lol,
Jeffery was like "eh2, earthquake2 upstairs" (in Chinese) LOL
we look up and wow, so BIG... hahah.... okie i know its bad to make fun of people but as long as i don't put down the name and embarrass her in public its fine... hahah....

okie lah, don't want to make fun of people lah, hahah, hmm, today wasn't as fun as the other days, the only funny moment was when we saw the HUGE butt crack and when jeffery slippers broke and he was lucky enough to have super glue with him. Hahah, it was so funny when he panicked and rush to his bag to look for the glue..LOl

omg, its 11pm liao, okies lah, got to go, I will update tomorrow... if i don't die in maths. Missing Zul and Dominic, the two funny and fun guys... hahah... and met Faiz today and left him at the library, Sorry again... hahah.... okies, take care okies all my friends and holidays call me okies, don't forget, if you want go shopping ask me along...LOL

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Food,Culture and a whole lot more...

2008-06-04T12:35:00.000+08:00

Food and Culture was okie, not too bad...I LOST 2MARKS LIAO.... sad.... i answer the question wrongly... OMG, how stupid can i get, someone please KNOCK my head... Leslie was like smiling when the test ended and Eunice was "thumbs up" at me... I was as usual, looking like i just escape a narrow death, then Leslie and Eunice was asking what I answered for question B1 part 2 and before i could answer, they told me their answer. And guess what, both their answer were the same but differ with MINE. OMG... Then my expression change, I looked like i just ran head first into a brick wall... OMG, someone knock my head please. Then I told Leslie, wei kang and jeffery my answer and the laugh, gosh, my answer was so STUPID. I think the teacher marking my paper will write down " ???? SEE ME! " ARGH!!!!

Okie lets not talk about F&C, after that Eunice left us because she has to attend something, so left me, kang2, lele, and jeff.... we went to eat at ITAS, and i decided to eat carrot cake, and guess what, IT SUCKS! OOOOMMMMMGGGGGG!!!!!! i have never tasted something so black, sweet and bitter at the same time.... kang2 also said the same thing... hahah.... never buying that again.... unless they change the chef....lol....

Then after eating the horrible carrot cake, which i ate not all, not half, not 1/3 or 1/4, but 1/8 of it, we sat and chat about all kinds of things... jeff asked if the looks like a young man or a boy...so i said boyish looks.... then leslie said "yupyup" so i turn to leslie and said " you can switch into both boyish and young man look, kang2 also can..." then i smile... Jeff looked sad at one corner... hahah.... Leslie and kang2 then said people thought they were 23-24 years of age when they dress go out. LOL... So old... opps....hahah.... so we chat and chat and chat and chat... no Yan Yan involved here... that reminds me again,

back to earlier before we ate at ITAS,
my dear 'sweet' leslie said " I am so hungry I can eat the whole of AINI"
I said " OI! I am not that big okie!" then I give him a stare.
Leslie laughed at me in a bad way,
I said " that phrase is only used for BIG things like ' I am so hungry I can eat a whole cow or a whole horse' Not me... Oi, I am not that big..." -_-lllll
again, all of them laugh like they never laugh before. GOSH!

okie back to ITAS, after that we walk to the bus stop after laughing so much my jaw hurts, we went home... I told leslie that i am too lazy to call Wei kang, Wei kang so i call him kang2, and Kendrick, kenken, and jeffery, jeffery... hahah Jeffery is Jeffery....
so maybe i should call Leslie as lielie...( BTW, Leslie has a lie in his name...LOL, lier lier pants on fire...LOL =D ) and Leslie gave me the 'no! you will not call me that' stare. hahah...
Okie lielie i will not call you that.... i will call you lele....hahah.... and Eunice as Eunice i can't call her nicenice... hahah... she too nice liao.... hahah.... you all should just stick to calling me Ai NI, hahah i will love you more too....LOL

Okie, i am LAME.... SO??....hehe.... it 9.30pm liao and i am not studying for my obc test 2morrow... what the hell and i doing... okie2, i will study after this....PROMISE....

ouh and everyone who tried my cake said that it was DELICIOUS, but i think need improvement. Leslie and Wei kang never try my cake! I am very SAD, Eunice say it is nice because there is chocolate... hahah, Salmah, Jamillah and Shahidah said it too... so i am happy... next time i make tarts or cupcakes for them... hahah....
Don't want give Leslie and Wei kang eat... hmph... lol, just kidding... =)

okie2, better go, later i too sleepy to study...and my sister wants to play maple...-_-llll
hahah... update soon okies....

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Chocolate Fudge.. Yummy...

2008-06-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Well, I post on earlier that I was baking a cake for my dad's birthday and it turn out quite well... not too bad although my dad did not like it that much. He said it was to moist and chocolaty. Haha, well i like it chocolaty, i agree that the cake was too moist and i should have left it in longer. Too long inside previously now too short. Haiz, i can never get it right i guess but the cake did not sink like i had thought it would be. Haha, my sister liked it though, hmm, maybe i will bring some for my friends tomorrow. Hopefully, Eunice, Wei Kang, Leslie, Jeffery and Kendrick will like it. hahah... Chocolate! make them fatter than me... wahaha... LOL, joking... Leslie and Wei Kang can never gain weight although they eat ALOT! hahah, girls can't eat too much it will all be in the jiggly areas. LOL... (that's where mine goes...LOL) embarrassing myself in public... hahah....well that is the purpose of a blog...LOL
I have studied for my test and i think i am prepared.( Words of assurance...
NERVOUS like HELL ) Test starts at 3pm tomorrow so i can study a bit more in the morning. Waking up VERY early so that i can study 3-4 more times before going to school. I think i am sending myself to hell, hoping the paper is going to be easy. Its on Food and Culture, so i think it will not be so bad. I know that Wei Kang and Leslie has been mugging like CRAZY! Wei kang is collapsing soon... Leslie, i don't really know, maybe already down and out. hahah... Eunice is in CAMP, during EXAM WEEK....OMG.... she can have the mood for camp when the exams are directly in front of our noses. Its not around the corner but in front of our NOSES! that close... like Tomorrow... 12 hours more.... I really hope she is studying in camp and trying her best to STUDY! Eunice if you hear me, don't give up!

Okie I am getting nervous for her... hahah... I am so considerate right....hahah....
okie lah, tomorrow I will bring some cake for everyone and hopefully i don't poison them before the exam starts. LOL...( can't be that bad right??) gosh! -_-lll........

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

Baking A Cake...

2008-06-03T02:20:00.000+08:00

Today I am baking a cake for my dad's birthday and i think the cake will not turn out well because before the cake has set in i was too curious and open the oven door so most likely my cake will sink... OMG, this is so not good. Maybe i will bake another one if this one doesn't turn out well. This time i am baking a chocolate fudge cake for my dad, the other time i made this similar cake was for my friend Dominic's birthday. He said that it was delicious and everyone liked the cake. I find it okie, not moist enough, maybe i had left it in the oven too long. Well this time i am not going to leave it in too long. Haha, hopefully this cake turns out FINE! Tomorrow is my term test and here i am blogging about my baking skills... too lazy to study so i blog for a while. Haha, i can always study in the afternoon. Well it is almost AFTERNOON... okie, evening then i so study. Haha... A little nervous for tomorrow, the test is starting at 3pm, so maybe i can do some recap in the morning. Oh my, i can smell the cake from my room... so nice and chocolaty.... hahah.... okie lah, if this cake doesn't turn out okie, then i will just have to bake another one for my dad. Today, there must be a cake for him... OMG, i forgot to buy butter cream... my gosh.... -_-llll
Okie, a plain cake will do too... i have chocolate syrup, whip cream, rainbow sprinkles and icing sugar... hmm, i think this might just work...hahah....
okie then, got to go and check on my cake... Update again later okies

PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini

The 1st entry... Yay...

2008-06-01T16:47:00.000+08:00

My First entry in my new blog, wow... so happy... I deleted my old one because I find it too messy and too much things inside... so i deleted it and made a new one, it is so much easier to deleted and make a new one rather than clean the old one. ha ha, i am lazy... he he... i should be studying for my term test next week but somehow i don't have the mood for it. Maybe later at night i will study ( see if it happens...haha My friends are all stressing up over the mugging and they are going to fall ill soon. Wei Kang MSG me yesterday saying he is stressing over it and i told him to go to bed early don't know if he listen to me. Hopefully he doesn't fall ill. Juggling both CCA and school work and social life is hard, Wei Kang has too much muscle aches then i have in my 18 years. of course i am not the type who exercise all the time, actually HARDLY, LOL. Getting me on the track is like getting a stubborn bull to move. LOL... Ouh, and here is one story i would like to share, the other day I was feeling very peckish and so I ate a lot and then I bought "Yan Yan" biscuit, the one where u have animals written on the sticks then you dip it in a chocolate, strawberry or vanilla dipping. Well i bought that and I started to indulge in it. Coincidentally, i picked out, 3 sticks with the word Elephant and Jumbo in it. Then i thought to myself, maybe it knows that i am eating a lot and becoming an elephant. Then i pick another, this time it states Whale, the bigggggest mammal. Omg, how scary is that. I told Leslie and he said maybe yanyan is saying the truth. Haha... I kinda agree... Maybe I should cut down on my intake abit.. I won't exercise though... hahaha.... Okie than, wish me luck on my term test which i should be studying now... hahah... update my blog tomorrow...

Simply Sugarlicious
Aini